2007

2009-02-19T03:50:00.000-08:00

ladididia

2008-11-12T05:42:00.000-08:00

MOVED

2008-11-11T09:26:00.000-08:00

Fifteen finally.

Birthday was good this year.
The best one I've had in years.

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Thank you all who wished me and thanks for all the presents.
Thank you neighbours for the lovely maggi party :}

2008-11-06T03:45:00.000-08:00

I'LL BE AWAY FROM 7-11NOVEMBER.

Don't contact me.

(Unless its birthday wishes because I'm only reaching Singapore at 11PM)

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I received SingTel's birthday message on my phone,
I got depressed and I cheered up within a day,
I slept at 2 but I was wide awake during school,
I received TWO birthday presents, (YAY!)
I haven't gotten Arra's mail yet,
I posted a mail today.

I should do things which make me happy. Like drawing and sewing and sending out mail.

2008-11-03T00:35:00.000-08:00

I love her hat.

Uhm, forgot where I took that photo from.

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Today I beat Jia Ying twice at pepsi cola.
: )

2008-11-01T09:42:00.000-07:00

something i bought from the thrift store, for $2.

When my mom first asked where I was going today, I was very reluctant to let her know.

A thrift store? A store which sells junk?

Ugh..she would so disapprove, I already have so much junk collected at home.

So, I finally said 'a store which sells lots of really old stuff'.

She's always asking me to clear my table, clear my wardrobe, clear my sewing stuff which are all over the place, clear my paint.

She loved the above, said it was a good buy and it was a nice addition to the house.

Have i mentioned she loved the pink bag i bought too?

Well, thanks Kristen for picking it out ~~and then saying how it was too expensive and such.~~

:D

It was off to the family thrift store today and then to MAAD.

We managed to get 40% off our things at the thrift store.

My initial bill was $43, reduced to $25.80! I AM HAPPY!

At MAAD i didnt spend anything : )

Kristen got a fake tattoo on her neck, haha it was a chop actually.

Its late now and I want to post on my lj which will be friends only and which will consist of my deep deep deep feelings and thoughts.

My sister mistreated the decoration. I am not letting her touch it.

from the top:

1. her handphone

2. the fan remote

3. her deodorant spray

2008-10-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

Mouse and Photoshop Elements.
(thats how poor I am.)

Mouse doodling inspired by Vla : )

Um, the whole thing was impromptu. I was looking at the photo and i realised how much the band looked like the shape of a whale, so tadah! Plus, I like whales :}

The band aid is ALL JIA YING'S FAULT.
Hah, I am going to train my bicep muscles so that I can beat you in arm wrestling and pepsi cola once again!

Today:
1. Miranda and Jia Ying made good company :}
2. Kristen's comics made me excited! :}
3. Raj and me doodled loads of crap during Lit and she called me a Fucker for drawing a permanently shocked squirrel with huge buck-teeth. (She wanted to be a squirrel.) :}
4. I am finally getting excited for Bali :} (what the heck took me so long..?)

2008-10-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

Check this out!!
http://little-people.blogspot.com/

He take photos of miniature people sculptures, very very cool.

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tag replies:

Sella: haha, i know, I am gonna watch the movies soon! yey!

Hanis: trust me..it was already like that.

Ayeshah: hah, lol okay thanks : )

Nat: Fine, but I'm too lazy to edit my post :}

Kristen: oh yeah, I was wondering why her veins were so visible that day too..hmmm

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Finally, since I have been way behind in replying my tags for most people.

I don't normally post a recent photo or any teenage photos of myself up, so here's a treat.

Self portrait,
Glasses and Hair decoration made by me,
Gloves from either my mom or grandma...

Inspired by:
-Kris and Ben (HAHAHHA)
-Clément Louis
-Ry
-um, the post hari raya junk.

Oh, i just realised how bad my obsession with glasses is.

2008-10-29T03:51:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling down lately: Bad.
I've been wanting to be alone lately: Bad.

BUT

I do art better when I'm alone! : Good!
I have been having an overload of inspiration! : Good!!!
I've been doing art ever since I got home! : Good!!!!

Okay, end. I found a white t-shirt in my wardrobe and I am painting a kinda suicidal t-shirt design right now, it actually wasn't meant to be that way. Woopsie.
But my mom doesn't mind. : Good!!

edit/ WOOPS. my dad said the shirt was his HAHAHHAHA.
Its okay, I have turned it nicer
: )

Time for a cheery picture! : Excellent!!!!!

...

Don't laugh.

Really, don't.

YAYAYAYAYAYAY YAA I AM SO CUTE.

2008-10-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

SO, Kristen and I finally finally managed to set a date for a photoshoot together after several times of cancelling. I actually managed to wake up at 5.30AM on a public holiday, AND meet Kristen at 6.15AM to set off for PUNGGOL

AND meet Jia Ying at 7.15AM at Punggol. What a day.

Its a nice place, really. Very peaceful, quiet, calm but also a little alien-ish.

I thought we wouldn't make it in time for the sun but we did! YAYY!
I'm also really happy with the photos i got. YAYY!

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I gave Jia Ying a tiny bouquet of..wheats..to thank her.
B-)

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behind the scenes:

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Yes, it was really deserted.

I had loads of trouble selecting which photos to put up but i finally picked 14.

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see more photos at Kristen's lj

2008-10-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

I got really bored, so here is something to share.
I would've put up a hundred but in the end i only chose 10.
Okay, enjoy, I love this entry : )
Its in random order, it would kill me to rank them.

GORGEOUS PEOPLE:

1.

hair. hair. hair. hair.

2.

arms. arms. arms. arms.

3.

4.

I just like his overall look

5.

Kris10, this is for you. smile for you, eyes for me. hurrah.

6.

jaw. jaw. jaw. jaw.

7.

wrist. wrist. wrist. wrist.

8.

nose. nose. nose. nose.

9.

This is my favourite!

10.

okay, how can i not include her in...
:D

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90% of the pictures are from Deviantart, I'm just lazy to find the links.
10% from other websites, which i have lost the links.

CAMP ON FRIDAY. YEYYYYY.

I'm thinking maybe i shouldn't get too excited.

2008-10-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

taken after the rain, yesterday.
I call it 'The Crow Gathering.'

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okay, when was the last time i had a real update?
face it, I suck at words. All my entries are just pictures, pictures and more pictures.

I'm praying it doesn't rain on Friday or Saturday or Sunday so that camp won't be ruined : )
(have I mentioned- my dad is NOT allowing me to skip extended studies on Monday.)

On the bright side, the fishy pins were successful! :)
First Sella bought a purple fishy pin..then Nabilah bought 3..then Sasa bought and Jia Ying, Miranda, Priscilla, Jeanna, Kristen and Fann all came along..then Megan and Crystal from 3/6..and then suddenly loads of people were buying the pins. Hooray =D

I've been sewing since last night and I'm exhausted.
MORE fishy pins on Wednesday! Remember to buy! You'll be helping the kids in Cambodia.

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On Saturday, my dad came home with these 2 dolls my aunt gave to him.
One of them made a great model for me :}
Well she kinda looks like a trans actually but its okay, she's interesting B-)

Btw, i am not keeping her. She is scary. Especially at night.
Last night i had to specially put her in a paperbag.

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Today, my dad finally fixed the IKEA lamp i bought a month ago so that i can read at night.
I know, bad habit.
If you can see, there's 2 toads on the lamp. Heh heh heh.
(Yes,yes, ignore the disgusting socks)

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2008-10-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

whee okay, uhm sorry for the lack of updates this whole entire week.
I have been really really busy, and now I'll be busy with fundraising.
(ahh.)

anyone ever wondered why my hair was so thick....?

the guy on the extreme right is my dad.
okay, enough said.

2008-10-17T08:32:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPPY HAPPPPY HAPPPPPY DAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(even though i failed SS by 1 mark grrzz)

I love Area 11 and all the gay people! :D

YEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

2008-10-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

On hiatus till Friday, I've been extremely busy.

pain

2008-10-09T03:48:00.000-07:00

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the person who posed: my 13 year old brother
(i find model a bit too...formal)

no concept behind the photo, just how i am feeling right now-pain.

because the. stupid. migraine. won't. go. away.

yup, gotta hand it to my bro. he posed better than i expected and i attacked him immediately with Lucas when he went out of the shower (explains the water droplets).

I tried changing the photo to black and white but it wasnt up to my expectations. initially i thought it would look better in black and white.

I'm not a big fan of photoshop or editing, but I gotta admit i edited this photo a lot to get the effect i wanted to. Sorry guys, looks like I am not sucha great photographer after all huh. ha-ha.

2008-10-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

well so today our school had the school invasion tour i.e. 987fm came!!!
(yay they have finally upgraded from power98)
it was awesome i love tkgs for this and they had 2 bands play. yay yay.

then after school we went to sella's house and played badminton and i made weird sound effects but it was so hillarious.

i love today!

even though i have a stupid horrible headache.

2008-10-07T22:58:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone who is reading my blog!

firstly, sorry if my photos are hugeee..i am still getting used to photobucket. if it takes too long to upload, then there is a solution. don't go to my blog.
: )

edit/ i looked through my older posts and realized the pictures used to be soo tiny. looks like im not satisfied seeing my photos so small teehee so from now on, large photos!!!!!!!! woohooo. or maybe not-so-large. i'll see.

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secondly, meet my family.

where my mom came from:
that, is my grandma and my late grandpa. i love the photo, they look very classic and beautiful

where i came from:
this is my dad and i love his glasses.

and my mom. she is in the middle. do i look like her?
(oh note how short their pinafore were last time. coughs)

that is me on the right. i was sucha cutie. still am, i insist.

that is me on the far left. i loved those shoes. sadly, i cant remember much about them.

look, i have sparkly diamond eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that is me on the right. pfft hahahaha.
(note my sister's socks)

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the best for the last..............................

I find this photo extremely cute. now both brothers are just bratsss.

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okay, watch out for part 2!
:D

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tag replies:

nads: why arent you online!? >.< haha

aisyah: haha thanks but im always inspired by other people. and plus im not good with words! so i guess my pictures makes up for it :D

O : through your friendster! (: and have you replied my message!!

:) : why hello, visitor! thank you but I'm still improving! loads more to catch up..with other people :) oh yea..who are you!?!? I'm curious!!!

hari raya

2008-10-01T20:17:00.000-07:00

FINALLY AN UPDATE!!!

this post is dedicated to all my friends (esp the non Malays)
: )

oh, i'm really thinking about switching to another site, cos blogger uploads photos very slowly.
and like everyone knows, i'm not exactly patient....
0=)
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THE THINGS WE DO DURING HARI RAYA:

1.Indian Poker

(if you look closely thats my study table ..at its very neatest..kind of..)

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2. A Mini Photoshoot At The Corridor Of The HDB Flat

photo credit: my sister, because i was busy using my cousin's camera.

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3. I Take Photos Of Kids

how can anyone not love kids...?

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4. Silver Hair Spray

my cousin gave hairspray to the boys as she couldn't come and the boys went nuts. it was a torture to get it off, judging from my brother.
heeh

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5. My Cousin Poses For Me ...

...in his mother's shoes.

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5. My Cousins Pose For Me (part 2) ...

...with handbags!

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6. My Cousin Poses For Me (part 3)...

..sleeping.

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7. I Fall In Love With Her Shoes

they're size 32 btw, and they cost $29.90 from Kiddy Palace.
(i got my info from the price tag at the bottom of her right shoe)

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8. My Sister Draws An Apple...In The Dark

So my cousin from M'sia came over and he taught me how to use the bulb function on the camera.
The story behind the picture: My camera couldn't focus properly in the dark, when he finally did, all i managed to get was the stalk of the apple, whereas my cousin got the apple..without the stalk.

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9. My Sister Draws An Apple...In The Dark (part 2)

SO i FINALLY mastered it.
: D

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10. Me And My Sister Make Cute Cards

..for our Aunt and Uncle. um, yeah, penguins! YAY.

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back to studying Econs.
:(

sunrise

2008-09-14T14:11:00.000-07:00

The one and only reason why everyone should wake up at 6.45AM on a Sunday morning. ~~other than having to go for religious class~~

2008-09-13T03:50:00.000-07:00

SO UH.............

I FINALLY WASHED MY SHOES?

: D

2008-09-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

I NEED MOTIVATION.

or maybe i should i just try jumping around, then study.

2008-09-03T06:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY TO MY YOUNGEST BRO! :D

he might be the most annoying little brat on earth who kicks the rubber ball every single day in the house, breaking every single breakable thing and distracting me from my work but the house would definitely different without him..
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TEEHEEHEE.

wig is mine, don't ask.

yes, he really IS A BOY.

teachers day

2008-08-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

so...teachers day huh.
1. concert started BLOODY late.
2. i was extra, going to the back of the hall and taking pics. (hey good spots okay!)
3. for the record, i took 42 pictures when in school.

only interesing part imo, was the be yourself day. and Mr Fi's picture. HAHA.
i made friends with new people. hurray hurray for socializing :D even though i didnt feel like taking pictures.
oh in case any of you was wondering who i was, i was the class geek. B-)
and i passed.

highlight the bottom of each picture to find out who they are! :)

santa with his big fat belly.

nicole from pussycatdolls. bimbo laaa bong.

audrey hepburn!
for the record, hanisah AND sharifah doesnt know who she is OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:

mary had a little lamb/3rd prize winner!
i told her she looked scary/freaky in the small little girl kinda hunted stories way 8D

thomas edison

victoria beckham

jack sparrow/ 2nd prize winner!
monkey contributed by me :D

naruto..i think la.

amy winehouse/ woddy from toy story

ugly betty! (my sisters fav photo)

edward scissorhands!/ 1st prize winner! :D

michael phelps! HAHAHHA.

yepp, didnt manage to take photos of any other good costumes though. sad sad.
back to revision/hw. sigh )):

2008-08-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

We all feel like we're breaking some time
Well I won't give you up tonight

2008-08-26T01:37:00.000-07:00

my tuesday recess was spent rushing and hurrying out of class to hang the balloons on the fence for Farah's 1 day belated birthday party.
YES, I WAS THE ELDEST THERE.
HAHAHA.
but it was still fun. don't ever underestimate sec1s ;O
heeheeheehee

anyway,

HAPPY YAPPY 13th BITHDAY! :)
(sorry for the belated wish hehe i needed a very unglam picture of you first.)

i dont know why the birthday girl wasn't touched. HAHA

i made everyone wear the red mask! :D (including myself)
and i wasnt in the picture because i took it. as usual. haha.

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on a completely different note, i realised my blog is still living in the year 2007 O:
(ignore the rest of the blogs..i have like a million...)

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tag replies:
MAR: my hair wasnt spiky! it was just..wild. HAHHA..and what about my phone...hmmm? btw you practically flooded my tagboard...

2008-08-24T01:37:00.001-07:00

SO, IT HAS BEEN RAINING.

A LOT.

(but hey, rain is GOOOOOOOD. except if they're on mondays. please dont rain on monday, please dont rain on monday, please dont rain on monday, please dont rain on monday, please dont rain on monday, please dont rain on monday...)

one thing (and the only thing) i love about the photos above are the dof.
simply awesome (:

Sunday started out with me suddenly feeling so motivated to start sewing in the middle of the night. I'm almost complete :)
Then it continued with me being my stubborn usual self, reluctantly got out of bed at the ungodly hour of 7 on a SUNDAY MORNING (this is continued by me dragging myself to religious class, which at the start made me hurry because the school bus came 10 mins earlier and we had to rush down.)
After heading back home, i crashed on the bed after flipping through the sunday times.
ALL the way until 2 :))
then i watched the olympics. it's gonna be over!! i can't wait. the olympics has taken over all the tv shows...(to watch when i'm extremely bored).

My Sunday is complete. :)

2008-08-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

hanisah's card! (:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU & HAZIYAH! ;D

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TADAHHHHH!

(somehow i really like this picture)

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because:

1. inspired by some random lj picture in which this girl was wearing pink glasses which looked A LOT like light sticks.

2. GLASSES are my WORST obsession ever.
then comes sheeps..snails...scarves..cameras...and uh..many many more.
anyway i begged my brother to help me take my picture. so dont ask why it sucks. HAHA.
no, i don't camwhore. (:

3. the scarf my aunt knitted/ crochetted ROCKS.
its awesome, seriously. best scarf ever!!~~ wohooo.
yeah yeah..i quitted crochet. why? couldn't be bothered. teehee. simply too confusing.

4. 25 minutes, a lot of red electrical tape, cardboard, light sticks, stapler= YAY.

on the other hand...now some people will be convinced (once again) that i'll go to poly.
too quirky for JC, too weird for JC.

oh and yes, too un-motivated to study.

I AM FEELING UNMOVTIVATED,
to study at least. ;O

2008-08-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

because the living room colour was fading.

and because my dad says i can doodle on the wall in my room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AWESOME.

(but that is after he paints the room first. yah dont ask me why....lol)

2008-08-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

today is a sad day because there is no more salvation army store/ thrift store at changi anymore.
which now means the nearest thrift store will be at...serangoon/ bukit timah/ bukit merah..all so bloody far T.T

how can they even bear to sell off the shop?

there's so much pretty junk in there (:

(my mom would most probably kill me for saying that cause she doesnt like junk)

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OH YES.
PLEASE DO NOT MESSAGE OR CALL ME MY PHONE STUFF IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION. THANK YOU.

2008-08-16T23:46:00.000-07:00

CAMP PICTURES :D

(they're very low quality because stupid me did not bring my camera. i still regret! BOOHOO.)

anyway i received a lot of comments that i have turned darker!
OR TANNER
O:

us with the instructors. i look nice here right right. HAHAHHA xD
1st row: me, omairah, hidayah and ulin
2nd row: javier, jiahui and chris
(i still think chris looks a bit like edmund chen..in real life anyway)

the horny ground! where we eat our meals most of the time.
this was when we were getting ready to go back home.

1st row: hidayah and aisyah
2nd row: felix, ulin, celeste and qiao wei :D
3rd row: me the extra! haha ohmy i look so retarded there. i wasnt ready okay!

last day. i wanted to hide my eyes because they always turn out unglam in photos. alamak.

this is what i mean by my eyes turning out unglam!! get it.

okay so i resorted to covering my eyes again :D
this was when we were getting ready to go but only the boys bridgade could go first so we took some pics :D

video credit: JiaHui, one of my instructors

the vid is just showing this swinging hammock in the instructors room which our instructors showed us on one of the nights =D

most of us got freaked out, no kidding but the truth....

THERE WAS A FAN ABOVE.

hahhaha so dumb right right. but the weird part was that the hammock looked at though it's made from quite a thick material..so it shouldnt be swinging in a pattern..or should it? O:

2008-08-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

before i begin, uh, was my phone found???? )):

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WARNING, longgggggggggggggggggg POST :D

for all of you who were wondering why i've been MIA, its cause i went for camp =D

three words- BEST CAMP EVER! =D

man i think i am suffering from camp sickness. i suddenly miss all my HORNY camp mates and tent mates and instructors and the disgusting vegetables they gave us. greatest part, i was not even homesick at all! whooo :D :D (i usually get homesick every single camp)
but i think they should have given us fruits. to replace the disgusting vegetables. yuck.

well to start of, there were 67 of us in the group. big? yes, definitely. up till this day i still dont know some of my group mate's names. (heh.) i felt very anti social in the bus in the morning during the first day but it started getting better when we reached pulau ubin. wait, plus i was worrying about my phone. haha.

As i was in group H, someone suggested the name 'Horny'. I was very unsure at first. How the heck are we supposed to make a cheer with the name Horny? But eventually the name got stuck =D

(from my reflections)

11 AUGUST
(during the opening ceremony)
I SAW MR PRESIDENT!!!
He was 30cm away from me!!! O:

first few friends- ulin, joel, bryan david, felix, selina, hamizah, miw, wen hui, hidayah.
dont think i'm getting homesick!
during lunch we fought over how the orange juice tasted.
hamizah thinks the orange juice they gave taste bitter but felix says it tastes sour. i said it tastes nice.

during kayaking when the instructor asked who is confident of standing up, me and a few other people raised our hands.
I had to walk over the chain of kayaks! :D
(more drawings)

basically we had this nature walk on the first day which wasnt really a walk. it was more of like a game in the forest. HAHAH. well we also had kayaking...which was VERY FAST..around half a hour. the only fun part was the part which i had to walk across the chain of kayaks and change position with someone else because i was too ego HEEHEE xD

dinner was alright i guess, the brick tiles place where we gathered at was renamed as HORNY GROUND! discussed our performace for the campfire night on the 3rd day and there were many horny cheers! YEY. mind you, it wasnt easy at all discussing with 67 people haha it was my first time doing something like that.

after practicing our item (i got SO HOOKED ONTO BILLY BANJA) we played wacko and then it was supposedly lights out at 10PM. (yeah so early right)

our instructors (chris, javier and jiahui aka sugarbaby LOL), told some ghost stories and hell no i did not want to listen to stories about Sally. but but but, all my tentmates(Ulin, Hidayah and Hamizah) were listening and there was no one in our tent so i was forced to listen at certain parts. i sky-watched, but there wasn't much stars.

Finally got to bed (or the tent ground sheet) and i couldnt really sleep. cause the guys were talking too. (their tents next to the girls tents) i kept on waking up and going back to sleep. what a vicious cycle. woke up at 5.45. Ulin didnt off her phone alarm it was BLASTING! i think all the other tents could hear it.

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12 AUGUST
good morning! Physical Training was fun w/ Joel from the other group leading!
today we did PT. it was so crappy but fun cause we danced instead of running.
I haven't felt homesick yet! achievement! (drawing of a trophy)
first up was the confidence jump at the jetty. It was fun (someone tell my why my dictionary only consists of the word 'fun' again. oh god. lol)
Hidayah called Bryan the 'Thailand boy' lol super hillarious.
I got to talk to more of my groupmates while waiting to jump.

Then we did archery. Got to use pipe bows! (bows made out of pipes)
It was so awesome! :D I like things made from recycled materials. cos its eco-friendly!!!
then we had ropes obstacles! I was very nervous and kept asking for help but i did not need it in the end. yay!

Then it was the underground tunnel. It was so short and not that dark because there were huge pipes where the people above the ground could talk into.
When it was 4 of the guys turn they went in and Felix asked to row call and when the last person shouted '4!' he said 5 and it scared the guys.
It was super hillarious me and a few other people above ground were laughing our heads off!!!
When the 4 guys came out they really thought there were 5 people and it made me laugh even more. We played many games. I enjoyed today :)
(more drawings)

2nd day- water confidence jump, archery, campfire organisation and intermediate ropes/tunnel
everything was fun except for the campfire organisation. we had to sit and listen to some guy talk...or lecture about preparing the campfire and stuff which was very boring because it lasted around 1 and a half hrs. i kept on nodding off.

the intermediate ropes obstacles was a hgue challenge to me. I had to walk on a cable HIGH HIGH HIGH up above the ground using only a pole attached to a higher cable. something like those kind of circus show..y'know. then i had to walk on 2 horizontal ladders which were HIGHHHHH up above the ground also. well the entire obstacle was high up above the ground lah. haha. it was horrendous cause the ladder was so shaky when i got to the centre and i had to make this big giant step to get to the next ladder. i kept on whining and trembling heeheehee.

after dinner we had a meeting with group G aka Goth..or was it Golf.
haha i dont know. anyway they called themselves Golf balls.
here's the story..each group must pair with another group to perform 1 item for the campfire night. hard? yes, VERY. now instead of discussing with 67 people, imagine TWICE the amount.
can die.

after much discussion our combined name was called.....HORNY BALLS.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA. I could have died out of shock there and then.
So Horny Balls did our cheer and then it was lights out.
As usual, we gathered at horny ground, got ourselves nice and comfy and then listened to more ghost stories!!! :D
yes, i listened on the second night. decided to anyway cause it couldn't hurt.
got chased to bed by some of the higher authority people (jeeeeez) so off to bed we went.

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13AUGUST
new in thing! duct tape pants! O:
had flight stimulation on the laptops. I am so not cut out to be a pilot! haha :)
learnt how to fold paper jets which glides better than paper planes.
team builing, split pants, rain, lunch, low ropes obstacles, rock climbing, abseiling, the dark creepy maze.
I think I have become less claustrophobic after going into the dark maze for the second time (first was during Np camp last year). YAY! :)
dinner was at 5++!!!!

we had our campfire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
awesome, just plain awesome WHOO.
I was so high! I can't believe camp is ending. this stinks. I still dont know about one fifth of our groupmates. The 12 year old Brunei guy is so horny! yuck.
i think we have the best group name ever! =D
(more drawings)

I have to say, the third day was the fastest day throughout the 4 days.
Morning PT sucked. pumpings at the rough ground full of pebbles and stones and rocks and we were made to run UP the road! up down, up down.
I was so tired.

Today I learnt how to fly airplanes! haha no only stimulated ones! Its tough alright!
Then we had to learnt CPR and i had to blow into a dummy and i couldnt stop laughing cause Hidayah said i had to blow harder and the instructor in charge was telling me that my blowing wasnt so good. "Must practice your blowing."

Team builing games by the girl guides wasnt so bad. quite creative in fact. one station where you had to make use of all the pipes to transport water and there were some pipes with holes.
this guy in my sub-group ripped his pants so the girls bridgade lady offered him black duct tape which he pasted over the hole. yeah, the hole was in the centre. the rest of us couldnt stop staring and laughing HEEHEE.

the trust walk was tiring. duck walk all the way with a blindfold on holding on to the person in front of you listening to instructions carefully. i kept on getting tangled in the vines and roots. there was this guy who bit a leaf cause he thought it was a straw and apparently he was supposed to 'bite the straw' HAHAHA. okay, poor guy.

low ropes was okay. one of the instructors there looked like Ken from Barbie and Ken. LOL.
Abseiling was scary at first because we had to climb up 4 ladders and they werent very stable.
The rock climbing instructors were asking us stupid jokes. Activities ended early cause we had to get ready for the campfire!!! :D (my fav part of course)

During dinner Kendrick had to lead a cheer before eating. this was the cheer:
(from teletubbies)
Horny-winkie
Hor-ny
Hor-ny
HORN.
hornytubbies, hornytubbies,
say 'HOR-NY'
'hornyyyy!!'

HEE HEE yes that was how horny the whole group was. O:
during dinner we also played stupid games like black magic and 'how many maa-maa jump over the wall' kinda games and the people who didnt know was so exasperated. haha :))

Practiced our horny cheers with group G before the campfire. The campfire was really really exciting! I was so high, really. there were a few performances up on stage and i enjoyed the boy bridgade one the most. They did those type of robot dances and they were very synchronized too! wished i could have videoed it or something haha. Then there was this toy remote-controlled helicopter stunt thingy by the NCC air. Me and Aqilah were headbanging to the song Face Down and singing along :D

We sang and screamed so much most of the water we bought along were finished and i was drinking from any bottle i could find...haha. Performed our item with group G and i got squashed and strangled during the Billy Banja dance cos i was in between two very tall girls. (yeah you can imagine). Different groups were given chances to do a cheer at their seating space. Horny kept on showing the horny sign (which is super horny of course but i dont think the VIPs got it. heh heh heh ) and the MC let us do a cheer and after that some girl took the mike and said "Eeee" into it HAHAHHA. Felix said the VIP kept on tilting his head in our direction...oooooops ._.

After the whole campfire ended the secrets to the stupid games were released! whoohoo. we were still at the assembly area there where the stage was though. around half an hour to 1 hour of waiting and then we moved back to our tent area. Everyone started asking for everyone else's contact and for them to sign on the shirts and caps.

Got shoo-ed off to bed by some people again even though everyone planned to stay up and talk.
In the end, no one stayed up. the other group staying near us but on higher ground slept at 4 O:

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14AUGUST
no reflections. day started off well :)
we didnt have PT! cause the instructors were feeling 'knocky' haha.
so we talked, and talked, and talked!! :D
after bfast had to clear up. almost everyone used the free towels they gave to wipe the tents. LOL. we had an hour to burn so the autograph session started again and phototaking session.
AHH that was when I really really wished i had my phone/ a camera with me.
but its alright, all pictures are with other people. just pray they send it to me soon! :D
I disturbed Ulin by butting in each and everytime she took a picture with someone by doing my signature pose. heehee if she sends me the pic i will post it up :D

headed off to assembly ground and that was it.
goodbyes, everything.
hugged some people. (im starting to KINDA like hugs, depends). gathered according to our uniformed groups and all the Horny Npcc people were seated together. I felt so bonded :)

We saw Chris and we shouted across the HUGE field to him.
did the clap Chris taught us haha such an ego clap.
Someone shouts "Give me one hamsome clap!"
everyone does 1 clap and then shout "HAMSOME SEHHH." (while sticking out index finger and thumb pointing at Chris)

Certs of participation were given out and each time someone from Horny got their cert we cheered like mad. haha :))
took the ferry back and i fell asleep. bus back to expo, mrt, and HOME SWEET HOME.

I am defnitely gonna miss everyone. Wait, i AM MISSING EVERYONE! )):

I miss our Horny instructors(Chris and his niceness, Javier and his babyface, JiaHui and his ghost stories), our horny leader, Ulin the small crazy kid (heehee), Hidayah the non-stop singing girl (she can make you go nuts with her singing), Felix the bimbo! LOL, Bryan the ladies man (HAHAHA), Kendrick the deepest voice guy, the Brunei people!, Kumar the one who will start staring at me and i'll stare back (obviously haha) and he'll go mimick me 'I never say cannot blink whaaaaat' (in the indian accent haha it sounds very comical), George the one always sleeping (even worse than me!), Bernard the left handed archer and very good at it too, Qiao Wei the one who always goes 'FOCUS PEOPLE, FOCUS' when we are discussing, Joel the great leader, Hamizah the primary school kiddy AND THE REST.
(i got lazy, hahahah)

Well as for me, I got known by close people as the girl who draws animals on her bottles to label them.
yeah, i decided writing your own name was BO-RING. so i drew Ilamas, snails, sheeps, dolphins, whales, ants, dragonflies, fishes, bunnies and many many more :D

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That's all then! :D

I think this is my longest post EVER but its okay cause its for the wonderful memories (:

not looking forward to going back to sch tmr cause there's jurong island! my friend told me it was super boring. sigh. i have a feeling she's right.

2008-08-10T02:34:00.000-07:00

DON'T MISS ME B-)

2008-08-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

because we were both bored and

because i still feel weird without my phone :\\\\\\

edit/ and because she puts unglam pictures of me with cream on my face on her blog all the time.

2008-08-07T21:46:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY PINAFORE.
(OR MISPLACED IT, RATHER.)

= I LOST MY PHONE!!!!!!!!!! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

YES SO PLEASE DO NOT MESSAGE ME ANYTHING IMPORTANT. CALL MY HOUSE INSTEAD. (you can still message me crap though)

CALL MY PHONE! PLEASE! AND ASK WHOEVER THAT PICKS IT UP TO RETURN IT TO ME :D
my no is 96613271. okay start calling everyone!

my pinafore was last seen either in 3e1 classroom or the toilet near 3e1 classroom (i cant really remember but i think it was in the classroom)

my pinafore has got just the sch badge on it, a drop of gold paint on the right chest area, a long buckle and a short, messily sewn buckle at the left side of my pinafore. in the pocket there is a black motorola razr v3x ( i think. i cant remember the exact model) it has a short plain black strap and the wall paper the below. i remember cause its the best wallpaper EVER.

if you've seen either my pinafore or my phone, call my house!
I WILL LOVE YOU TO BITS. =D

(there goes comic book dude...sigh. i wonder if he has internet connection. that would work :D )

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so in the morning, i came, changed into my very patriotic sari (red polka dots!).
it wasnt a real sari. i got really lazy, so my mom offered to make it into a skirt. and i cut 1.5 m of cloth for the 'sari' hahah. yeah, i dont wish to wrap myself around some 5m long cloth.
not to mention that i will have a real hard time trying to keep it all in place O:

after changing, i went off to do some other stuff. the music started playing so i panicked and rushed down. i forgot to bring my pinafore along, but i wasnt aware.

the concert was awesome. especially loved the 'be yourself day' part :D
whoo and natalie from our class won for best dressed sec3 individual!! grats : )
bong you were awesome at bass :D
i couldn't mosh. cause uh, i was wearing a sari? duh. hahha
at the end of the concert, farizah called out my name, i turned behind and i told her i'll pay her later. and thats when i remember i didnt have my pinafore with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so knowing me, i panicked like crap (really), took my belongings, rushed out of the hall, through all the sec2s walking back, rushed to class, searched class like mad, searched the toilet. nope, no sign of any green pinfaore, went to the general office, nope no reportings. the only pinafore they had wasnt mine!!

complained to kristen a lot. then i thought, to hell with my pinafore man. carnival day is a too good day to sit back, relax and enjoy (and take some photos).

so i did. :}

went all over school taking pictures of people with kristen, stalking the bunny and getting excited about cellophane paper cause they could act as colour filters for our cameras. (HAHHAH)

(did i mention i panicked during the concert cause when i looked through my viewfinder it was all blurry but when i took the pictures they came out clear. and i searched throughout nothing was wrong. turned out some water condensed on my viewfinder! AHAHAH so anti climax.)

bong at bass. haha the pic looks weird cause i had to crop some people's head out

hall

our stall! :D

ain doing some weird pose.

later on, she went 'did i really do that pose???!!!'

i really liked the decos around the circular block but this picture does not do justice. hahha

the clouds werent puffy! :((

deepika and her 'how should i pose...'

natalie and her costume

i acci cut the bottom part of her boots off ._.
oooooooops.

melina promoting her class bee hoon

so then kristen suggested going to the kids!!!

THE KIDS!! WOHOO. haha obviously i got tempted.

cmon, can anyone ever hate kids..seriously

SO CUTEEEEE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i like this pic a lot!!!! (i got lucky teeheehee)

he was the only kid who didnt have a smile on his face O:

ooh see i cropped his right arm. oops

oh yes, dont ask me why the balloons are all yellow in colour. they just happened to be the same balloon. i think.)

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kristen is nuts. muahahhaha

headband :D

i was stalking this sec1 girl who was wearing bunny ears and she simply refused to pose for me so i stalked her where she went and she still refused to let me take a shot so the above was a secret shot. ( but i showed her the pic later on :D)

best dressed sec4! whoo. hahahha

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met dhivya and she wanted a picture (whats new...hahah) and i noticed how nice her sari scarf was so i asked her to do some stupid stuff.

(yeah like turning all around and making her scarf fly. yes.)

love the cloth! cept i cropped it off. ugh ._.

couldnt decide to post this(the above) shot or the above above one. so i decided to post both up. yey!

pretty soon it was the end of carnival day and 15 after the annoucement was being made i finally moved over to the void deck. ahha

was busy taking pictures of natalie's boots. i LOVE the shadows in this one!
:D :D :D :D

oh. after uploading ALL of the pics i turned the above picture landscape and it looked awesome.

you try it :D

raj's clogs. WOO they're CUTE

i saw some of hanis' hair sticking out and i went 'HANIS HANIS DONT MOVE DONT MOVE DONT MOVE.'
HAHAHA

i think that her earrings add a perfect touch :)

i asked bong to do the hair flip-flip thingy hahahha

bong's hair

I LOVE THIS. the picture looked nicer in b&w

the sec3 cohort! haha everyones so messy messy.

credits to kristen :]

(cause i couldnt..or rather, refused to climb up a table in my sari)

farah's hair

hanis' shoes. the 'one way ticket to having an accident' :)

hanis' hair again. this time from the front.

when going home i spotted my junior and i was taking a shot of her when she went "oh no" so that pretty much explains her above expression.

farah's hat is the coolest shit everrrrrr. i want it. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.

saw jia ying, miranda and priscila at the bus stop and the wind was blowing and i thought the above looked lovely :)

as you can see, today, i got pretty obsessed about hair and hanis' shoes.

yeah hair. all the above pictures give me another reason why i should grow my hair.

BUT IM LAZY.

LASTTTTTTTTTTT:

HAHAHHA yeah that was that i was wearing. and my shades are rad! WOOHOO :D

they're zebra stripey even though you cant really tell from the pic.

i think my costume in the pic looked more like a toga than a sari.

aiyoh, haha nevermind.

dont ask me why i was bending my head forward like that! i dont know hahah

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TO VIEW THE REST OF THE PICTURES, CLICK HERE!
password: tkgscarnivalday

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okay im finally done here.

quick update, i MIGHT not be in sch on tues, wed, thurs. unsure yet. still. sigh.

in the meantime if anyone revived back my pinafore or phone (phone would be a better choice but i dont really mind if you found my pinafore too ) please call my house! get my house number from...someone :)

or call tkgs general office. yepp.

THANKS :D :D :D

ps: i have this feeling my phone is still stranded in school. its a strong feeling. i wonder how my phone is feeling. probably sad. and very lonely )):

2008-08-02T08:40:00.000-07:00

i feel weird.....cause maybe im not going to the red dot museum this month ):

sigh ):

something just ruined my mood again today.

i found out those cookies were from someone.

ew.

the only thing that made me happy today was that i got cloth!! :DD

and its a very quirky cloth. so thats good :)

my aunt came over in the evening and we crapped and she offered to bring back the cloth to help me sew something but she forgot to :((

next week, im only looking forward to

1.watching prison break!! on monday!! <333

i cannot believe its the last ep!! its too fast! this season has only 14 eps when there are actually supposed to be 22 (TWENTY TWOOOO) (!!!)

2. carnival day, here i come :D

:D :D

2008-08-02T05:39:00.001-07:00

I feel angsty all of a sudden.
>:{

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A woman entered, guiding 2 kids in, before the doors closed behind her. a girl, wearing a green dress with 2 small ponytails and an older boy, presumably 6 years old, the girl 4.
A few minutes later, the woman, dragging the little girl’s Winnie the pooh roller bag with her, sat down., pulling her arms around the girls waist and pulling her up to the woman’s lap. The handles of her brown tote slipped off her shoulders, gently brushing against the Chinese lady sitting beside her.
The woman made no attempt to adjust her tote. She was too busy caring for her little girl.
The boy came over to them a few seconds later. The woman offered to hold her son’s water bottle even though she had her daughter, her daughter’s bag and her own tote bag in her two hands.

She watched the family of three, scanning through every single detail, wondering how the woman could cope.
Finally, her eyes looked down. Down to the boy’s sandals.
His too-big-still-growing feet had outgrown the sandals, making his toes stick over the edge of the front of his sandals. The straps couldn’t reach the end of the Velcro strap. He needed a new pair, it was more than obvious.

She felt her heart go out to the woman. She admired the woman.

2008-08-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

so many things are happening right now, seriously.
i feel as though i need to sit down, relax, count (SHEEPS) to a millio, breathe, and take in all the information slowly again.
nothing is helping right now.
i feel the irony, CA week is just over and im STARTING to feel stressed.
in fact, very stressed.
it does not help some people are having SHITASS attitudes towards some stuff.
please go analyse yourself first. i believe everyone can self improve :)

2008-07-31T03:44:00.000-07:00

the photo above is dedicated to ELSA CHAN.
thanks a million for losing the red paperclip :P
NO, I AM NOT RETURNING IT BACK TO YOU MUAHAHHAHHAHA!
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CAs have ended! WHOOO
(no, i dont count english and malay as CAs really....) hahha

oh yeah this morning i woke up feeling very sick (fever + sore throat + weak limbs) but i still wanted to go to school and do the a math ca cos
1. its a math!! :D
2. i lost 7m in the last CA, cos i missed out 1 question (it was the 1 line log question and i didnt really notice it. HAHAH)

so in the end i dragged myself to school, stoning through most periods.
sorry if i seemed angry to anyone haha im not i just didnt feel like talking.

good part, by recess i was feeling much better! yippe!
bad part...i wanted to skip malay class. dang.

haha day turned out okay in the end. im still feeling weak but stronger as compared in the morning.
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okay, everything you guys have been waiting for:
A RANDOM FACT..since im bored and pretty much nothing has been going on.

When i was about 11 and my bro about 9 he got chicken pox from his friend at school. i purposely continued playing all the games (lego blocks etc etc ) with him and stuff cos i deliberately wanted to get infected too and guess what?
I DID! haha so i was (kinda) happy that i got chicken pox. i mean, better earlier right.
and it was during the starting of sch hols i remember so it was alright.

edit/
i know you dont appreciate anything that i do, dont acknowledge my art, scold me for volunteering so much. just stop being selfish okay. you arent any better. all you care about are your two _ cos they're so damn bloody precious. oh, and they have achieved sooooooooooo damn much compared to me. oh wow. great. GREAT.
i dont wanna start cursing again, its a horrible feeling.
i am starting to hate you all over again.
(and i dont want to)

2008-07-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies to dull the pain

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tired, tired, tired ):
will not be blogging often this entire week :)
(yeah wait plus cause i dont have any new photos to put up hahaha.)
happy waiting for the next update :))

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edit/

some useful advice!
i think everyone can benefit from this..

HOW TO BE UNHAPPY:

1. Make little things bother you. Dont just let them, MAKE them.

2. Lost your perspective on things and keep it lost: dont put first things in first.

3. Get yourself a good worry, one about which you cannot do anything.

4. Be a perfectionist, which means not that you work hard to do your best, but that you condemn yourself and others for not achieving perfection.

5. Be right. Be always right. Be the only one who is always right, and be rigid in your rightness.

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2008-07-21T00:18:00.000-07:00

ZANY WAS A BLAST. YEY :D

im so proud of 3e1 for winning both x-country and zany wohoo we rock.
even though i forgot my lines during the performance..oops.
it was really quite weird cos everyone was dressing in traditional stuff but we were dressed as ahlians/bengs/more weird characters :D

i shall let the pics entertain you guys! :))

this was at about..6.50AM?

haha im such a cheater. the above was actually 2 pictues, but i combined them together cause uhh..i couldnt zoom out B-)
http://www.wikihow.com/Make-a-Panography
something like that

the originals

the lians

the most lian ah lian :P :P

mas selamat.
(so, robyn, did you manage to get the eyeliner off in the end? haha)

xiao nan's ah beng (fake) tattoo

bollywood dance

wushu masters

malays

the two sexy eurasian ladies HHAHAHHAHA.

3/2

3/3

3/3

emily from 3/4

3/4

3/5
ain look whos the gay one now! i caught you in the act of being ultra gay! 8-)

3/5

3/6

3/6

3/6 and i like this pic :)

3/6

3/7's mahjong tiles. quite creative =)

kristens baby

no points for guessing who's this! HAHAHHA.

novelty game for the teachers

mdm lenny O: O: O:

woops. i think i acci cropped and overwrote this pic.

miss terry i think shes saying that she cant eat if everyone keeps on crowding around her and taking pictures

sofea! graahh this is for you cause 1. you're too tall.

margaret's green witch-like hair. ( i think its witch like anyway :D )

mdm lenny: "No one is allowed to go home without putting on your pinafore etc etc..and no one is allowed to go home with green hair..or brown hair."

some sec2's furry cat paw. their cat costume was awesome :D

sella showed me her pedicure which looks like a bee!

after everything, sella led me + kristen + nabilah + nabilahs sis back to the bus stop through mandarin gardens :D

heard exciting and gross stories abt fungal in toes & many other exciting stories! hahah.

took 31 home w/ kristen and talked a lot about missed opputunities to take photos/ approach people

boohoo :((

OTHER PHOTOS:

HERE

password is : tkgszany08

"We are our own worst critics."

2008-07-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

(anyone wants to guess what are those above in the picture? :D )

Hey all :)
Today was been such a long day. 9-12+: meeting@tkss
1.30-6: religious workshop
6-night: summarize logbook content further.
Sigh and I have to get the stuff ready for zany too! O:

The Islamic workshop was good. Very very good in fact :]
Plus it was in English so YAY that was good!
Saw about 3 sec4 tkgian and 1 sec3 tkgian and some guy that I met during the camp last yr too.
Learnt A LOT but I shall just post up the interesting stuff here (ayeshah i think you would like this. )

4 breathing techniques:
1. Nose in, nose out: reduce anxiety/nervousness
2. Nose in, mouth out: reduce anger
3. Mouth in, nose out: reduce mental fatigue
4. Mouth in, mouth out: reduce pain

Tips in life:
-Change our focus in life from ‘what we want to avoid’ to ‘what we want to achieve’.
-Increase your level of appreciation & analytical powers of observation
-Never give up on replacing everything bad with good.
-Don’t easily succumb to mood changes
-Use the index of ‘good feelings’ as an indicator to whether we are on the right course.
-Keep on climbing the tree of excellence but never forget its roots.
-Ask + Believe + Work = Receive
-Do not procrastinate
-List down our gratitude so that the undesirable becomes small.
-Practice visualization frequently.
-Empower our inner strength so that it integrates with the strengths around us.
-There are enough good things in the world for everyone.
-What we emit can be contagious to those around us.
-Keep on trying! Efforts > outcome.

Haha I will not elaborate on the above cause this is supposed to be a short update!
I just love going to these self-improvement workshop. Don’t ask why.

Last but not least, (sorry this might be a bit religious but just bear with me haha.)

5 things that will/can happen to your doa(prayer):
1. It will be fulfilled in dunia.
2. It will be fulfilled in akhirat.
3. It will be replaced by a better doa.
4. It will be replaced by forgiveness from God.
5. It will be postponed for a certain period of time.
But it will never ever be rejected :)

okay dokay done! i feel so aleem but what the heck, haha.

OLD!

this is me waaaay before i cut my hair thrice. ghahha.

random...

2008-07-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

"you know, once, when i was young my dad left my mom for a period of time."
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"how come you dont ever talk about yours?"
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-my very special friend.

2008-07-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

school today was such a bore.
i found out about some horrible bitches which made me upset but oh well, they will get what they deserve someday :)

to zing:
HANG IN THERE (:
i know how you feel. haha wait at least you dont fall asleep in class almost every other day.
andd cranberries work better then caffeine trust me :D

somone is not replying my message and my sewing project is still not done.
boohoo )):

2008-07-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

I am most probably the MOST FICKLE MINDED PERSON ON THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.
but i cant help it =D
doodoo.

IM STAYING, ITS FINAL.
:))

EVERYONE REJOICE!!!!! =DD

since im in a happy happy mood and have decided to uh..stay. right, interesting stuff up ahead! :)
(some of you might have read it on my lj already but its friends post)

1. i am CLUASTROPHOBIC.
no i'm not kidding. when i was in nursery we attended class and then the students wanted to go out cause we werent use to a new environment and then the teacher pushed this huge table against the door (which scared us further i think) and all the kids started bawling and pounding against the door and i remember i was one of the kids.
i was scared shitless at that time okay cause i was feeling as though i was trapped in a room and then there were way too many kids around me. :S
i also had this dream nightmare in which i was trapped in a lift and it was so so scary. i dont ever want to be trapped in a lift. (!!) oh yeah, and then i woke up and i think i was sweating. lol.
sometimes during morning assembly when i look around i feel very very claustrophobic, so its better not to look around and just keep my eyes on the person in front of me. but that happens only sometimes.

2. i would love to shave my head bald.
(but no, its not allowed in my religion)
yeah, i would. love to. shave my head. or buzz it. yey.

3. i have this thing for guys who were hurt before.
yeah, i know, its crazy but it makes them more vulnerable and just more..attractive, in a way.

4. i have very short attention span or get restless very easily. esp when studying.
i would take my scissors, play with it. play anything thats on my table, go to the toilet, come back and my work is still not done yet. now i wonder how the heck i managed to pass my subjects.. (cept for chem and bio. pshh)

5. when we were young my sister and me used to dress my youngest brother up in girly clothes.
we made him wear all the girly shit and we even asked him to sit like a girl and we even asked my dad to take pictures of him. HEEHOOHOOO.

6. i get highscores on my phone when i play in the toilet.
enough said. =D shitting take time and yeah...y'know, i get restless very easily.

7. once i had to clear up the entire art classroom as a form of punishment cause i....
threw a pencil at my teacher and it landed just right between his eyes. oops. i was pissed cause he drew me and i was very uncomfortable with that y'know, so i guess i just reacted violently.

8. everytime i walk past the fire alarms in school i have this overwhelming urge to press it.
okay, dont ask me why. maybe im just paranoid.

9. I have this obsession with the television and its volume.
only volumes at multiples of 5 is allowed. meaning i can put the volume at 5 or 10 or 15 or 20 and so on..
:D
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ZANYY ON MONDAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY
lets just hope it wont be a disappointment. why cant they let us rest on tues? :(

2008-07-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

old. didnt win. ask me for my lj. 50% friends.

: )

2008-07-06T00:36:00.000-07:00

CLOCKWISE OR ANTI CLOCKWISE?

clockwise for me, no matter how long i stared at it. i tried to get it to 'turn' anti clockwise but i saw clockwise all the same. tough.

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RESULTS:

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most people, would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though if you try to focus, you can notice a directional change.

Left Brain Functions:
uses logic
detail orientated
facts rule
words and languages
present and past
maths and science
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
play safe

Right Brain Functions:
uses feelings
"big picture" orientated
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy and religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
know object function
fantasy based
present possibilities
impetuous
risk-taking

VERY TRUE, i'm a very right brainer. haha. anyway, i really wanted to have a look at how the dancer looks like anti clockwise. its kinda a cheat.

DANCER ANTI-CLOCKWISE:

DANCER CLOCKWISE:

2008-07-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

MAAD event with sister in the afternoon just now.

i bought something cheap! it was sucha steal! :)

spent 65bucks total there. if it was the original price i would've spent more than twice as much.

see see, so thats why I HAD TO GET IT SO BADLY =DDD

but it was with my own savings and whatever way i spend my money, i'll always be satisfied! :D ...unless its on chocolate cause i dont really buy chocolate, thats just dumb. chocolate is not meant to be bought.

sis bought this EXPENSIVE(to me) tree thingy. psh, i keep on telling her it was useless cause she already has this box for her earrings but noo, she insisted on getting it. maybe she thought the salesguy was cute or something. HAHA. (fyi, he wasnt. )

watched some gig play. they're called Viva. anyone heard of them before?

anyway the only reason why I watched them play was cause one of their friends shouted to my sis to come over when the gig was starting and she said yes. (wait she wanted to see the gig anyway.) psshshhhshshhhh.

when the first few words that came out of the singers voice, my sis and i were stunned.

our before thought was that..aye, such a malay band. so typical.

but really, it was a very very enjoyable gig! plus the guys were cheeky/funny and their songs were meaningful and nice.

their songs are also catchy and very..romantic in a way. you should go listen, cept that the quality sucks online. so go check up on their myspace when's their next gig! =D

afterthought: WOW. k i didnt regret anything. haha. well, the truth is that i dont exactly support local music (yes, yes i should be ashamed sighh) but Viva was awesome okay. gogogo to their next gig you wont regret it.

ps: oldest member 19, youngest 16. (i think) WOW? O:

yupyup, dont know why im advertising for them so much either. hahah.

AYESHAH's BLOGSHOP/ ONLINE BAKERY STORE:

everyone should goand order some stuff! its for a good cause! :))

ps: someone remind me to start on the 'bottle lamp project' please.

pps: i doubt i would get to update much cause im gonna be extremely busy for around 3 weeks. mhmm.

ppps: my sis plans to take a picture of ALL the cameras we have in our hse, be it film or digital. sounds cool =D

2008-07-03T00:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, there was a beautiful sunset.

Today I many many people.
Today I made a promise to myself never to patronize this SPECIFIC photo shop because the guy there was really unfriendly and he snapped at me. So there, you’ve just lost a potential customer. Good luck. I hope your shop survives. >:{

zany in three weeks, i cannot wait!! =DDD

2008-06-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

-searches for a random dandom picture to post it up my blog-

okay, done! :D

sorry for the lack of updates.
i have my reasons,
1. too busy with schoolwork
2. i did not do anything exciting!
3. did not do anything exciting = lack of pictures.

i hate it when i am impatient and now i cannot wait for my roll of film to finish up but at the same time, no way am i gonna waste it taking stupid photos, i've only used up 7 shots so far zzzzz.
therefore, the only other way is to get another 10 bucks camera.
oh, i have not mentioned, i plan to try something new with a NEW roll of film thats why....

has everyone heard about the zany parade theme?
i think it sucks. and its horrible!
everything is about singapore and local stuff...how...patriotic can these people get?
WOOOOOOW. haha but anyway on the other hand its kinda good..test how 'creative' we can get.

2008-06-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

my mom is the most random person ever....
mom: are you going anywhere tmr?
me: no, why?
mom: okay then lets go to the beach *satisfied face*

and so thats what we did. squeezed in the morning crowd into bus 9 and we went to changi beach. (no, dont ask me about gays cos i didnt see any gay couples just now). overloaded Lucas with so many pictures (300++) of the sunrise and we did stupid stuff and poses with the sun.
reached home at 9.30am, and on usual holiday days i would be awake half an hour later.

before the sunrise

youngst bro kicking at the water

later part of the sunrise

its an aeroplane! haha

the sunrise!

seee...i told you we were doing stupid stuff and thats me, blowing bubbles during a sunrise.
haaaa

brothers

brothers

another cat picture, i was snapping it and then it got up and brushed its body against my leg! eek! :
wait, then i ran away. haaa 8D
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2008-06-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

I want to burn all the hospitals down.
I have this really BAD and HORRIBLE headache right now.
the only reason why im not resting/ sleeping is cos I've already napped in the afternoon and even so, i couldn't really sleep and i was only half asleep. wait, and my head got worse after that! :C
I dont know how to cope with my 24/7 headaches in class cause my appointment is only at the end of JULY! -.-
i ran out of meds and even so their "very strong meds" weren't working.
and july is the EARLIEST they can get. :
my mom helped to massage my head just now and it felt must better while she was massging it but the minute i stood up i started feeling pain again. so great. pfft.
okay, thats it, enough of my headaches. there are far more interesting things in the world.

update on DANIEL and DANIA.

ahhhh, they aren't conjoined anymore!

i conclude that SNAILS ARE CUNNNNING CREATURESSSSS.

they decided to un-conjoin themselves after sticking to each other for a very long time.

but the good part is that they act like twins! k so i shall call them my twin snails!

this reminds me of those conjoined twins who have an op and become separated.

note:

1. some people *cough sharifah cough* have been telling me that the girl version of Daniel is Danielle. haha i know but i was so excited to have a name for them that i didnt think twice about the Diana. wait, so whats the boy version of Diana? hmm?

2. some people *cough sharifah cough cough* have been asking me how i know that they're a male and a female snail. well, snails have BOTH reproductive organs, meaning they have BOTH ovaries and testes. so, i let one of them be a boy and one of them be a girl. its more exciting that way ;D (even though im having second thoughts about letting them be a gay snail couple. hmmm. WAIT, if they ARE a couple wouldnt it be snail incest? O: )

Daniel will be the very cunning and naughty snail who always tries to escape while Dania will be the very tamed one. yay! =D

pictures! not for those who hate slimy stuff. the twin snails look even slimier in the pictures because i used flash (it was too dark) and th light bounces off their slimy skin.

that is Daniel trying to escape! naughty boy naughty boy!

Daniel has a VERY long and slimy body.

Daniel ALMOST out of the cage! O: O: O: (!!!!) his eyes are standing..hehe like they're popping out.

then i poked his shell and his eye DROOPED! like he was really sad, aw poor kid.

off to pasir ris park today with sharifah and darlingsssssss (HAHAHHAHA)

had storytelling sessions and back to being a kid on the swings and stuff.

okay anyway, we finally decided to go cycling, much to my attempt of trying to distract all of them from going cycling! :(

boohoo, so when i finally got onto the bike Lucas and Albert were in the basket. they weren't exactly safe, and i was super worried! :((

but luckily, i didnt fall and Lucas and Albert were still safe! woopie! ^.^

I HAD 2 MODELS TODAY! well, they werent exactly human...haha.

we bumped into some cats while cycling and the cats literally modelled for me. weird cats, i was so nervous they would scratch me or something but they didnt. im not exactly a cat lover myself, BUT THIS IS TO ALL CAT LOVERS OUT THERE: ENJOY! =D

ps: i was say, a good one foot away from the cat or even nearer. i've never been so close to a cat before in my entire life so it kinda creeped me out, but i got used to it in the end :)

orange cat! near the sea! i didnt want to go so close to it cos i wasnt sure if it would bite me, or attack me.

ahh and then it started moving close to me and i got freaked out!

it was stratching itself..looks as though it has sone rashes at its neck, poor cat :(

fangs! haha nope it didnt have any fangs..but it was kinda yawning.

see! it was posing for me! it decided to put its leg up, haha.

okay the cat gave me 'the stare' this was the last picture because i seriously got freaked out by its eyes! so we cycled on.

after buying drinks and stuff decided to go by the 'cat way' again but the orange cat was gone :(

but there was this spotty black and brown and white cat!

lazy cat.

thats my friend's hand stroking the cat..or more like squashing the cat's head. hahhaha

see, it STILL looks sleepy.

it decided to lick itself clean, haha.

after returning the bikes we were waiting for the bus and SOME people got so bored they decided to sit on the road and asked me to snap a pic.

hahahh. okay, overall the day was really good cos there are cat pictures! =D and im not afraid of cats anymore!

(wait...im still afraid of cycling though.)

some random babbling:

SO, XXX sec sch MINAHS were staring at me cos i was staring at them staring at my friend. stupid minahs, think im so scared of their stare is it. grrr. i think my stare more powerful okay! HAH. and like they also dare do anything, please lah.

2008-06-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

I CAUGHT A SNAIL!!
A SIAMESE SNAIL!

fine, i caught TWO SNAILS. =DD

they're so cool! PICS WILL BE UP SOON.
they're conjoined. and i squatted down in the middle of the night looking at a patch of grass for 5 mins, before i finally decided to take them home.

now for the final reveal..their names are DANIEL and DIANA! =D
its supposed to be some twin-ish names like Robert and Roberta, but Ebenezer helped me name them so they're called Daniel and Diana.
(well because theres no girl version of Daniel.)

2008-06-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO ALBERT MY NO. 2.
I LOOOVE YOU, AND LUCAS TOO <33

heehee okay so today i went to collect Albert's pictures after they were developed =D
and i was like a little kid, i couldnt wait to see the pics but i could only see them when i reached home.
most of them turned out nice.
well, the once ugly ones were those of people.
haa, so i shall specially save Albert for plants and sunrise and sunsets and clouds because they turn out really nice.
(and my sister said i should take more pics of people. haha im glad i followed my own thinking.)

hmm im still wondering if i should change Albert for another camera cos the one month warranty is still not up.
im still deciding :\

this is a picture of the plant i took on the way to leadership course. the plant is along the huge houses when you walk to chung cheng.
the sunrise was just behind the plant! =D
well its kinda dark at the plant parts but i think you can still see the branches.

the plant again. im so in love with it. haha

the plant again! this was on monday at around 6pm after we were released from leadership course. weirdly, the picture looks printed. and unreal.

the plant again on tues morning. i purposely went to sch early on that day just to snap the plant. haha

that was the sunrise at around 7 plus on tues, and the plant is still on the right.

the view of the sunset from my bedroom. well, you can see both the sunrise and sunset from my house! but the sunset is not that visible.

one morning i missed the sunrise, gahhh the sky had some green in it but it was gone before i could take a picture..oh well so this was the end product. from the highest (but not so high) 11 storey of my block.

ps: YAYYY FOR FUNGAL INFECTED CAMERAS! =D
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heehee i saw the cute osim salesguy again today!
I just saw him yesterday when i sent the film.
he's so kind he helped this small boy who was enjoying himself in the massage chair and he squatted down to help the boy press the controls for the chair.
and today there were a few kids there again. haha

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2008-06-11T05:32:00.000-07:00

firstly, TAG RELPIES! (okay i haven't done this on my blog for a long time, i just usually tag back on their blogs)

aisyah: my brothers aren't cute, they're just little devils. who break stuff. {:

fa: which fa is this? :O

sella: haha i cannot access his new website! help!

azida: okay its up to you! :)

dru: HAHHAA YEAH BUT I (L) NATE! :D

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MY ECONOMICS HOMEWORK IS NOT DONE YET.
WAIT THAT INCLUDES APPROX. AROUND MORE OR LESS FIVE (5) ESSAYS.
I HATE ESSAYS!

ps: there are only 2 worksheets, with a hell lot of qns. URGH. )))):

i am gonna wake up early early tmr so that i can do math! yey love math :]

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BRO!

haahaaa, i just thought this picture's nice and decided to post it up.
i think he's turned so dark lah. aiyo, later no more girls like him.
anyway, he's wearing the flowery gay hoodie, which he finally decided that he didnt want it and returned my aunt even though we had a mini (15 mins) photoshoot with it. my sister even sprayed hairspray on his hair (but this pic was before the hairspray) and she even took out her bling so that he'll look like a rapper. erm, not really an appealing idea for him to look like a rapper. i think he suits more of the nerdy specs ( PETER PARKER!) look.

thats me and my sister's room and the walls are pink. damn, i want to go back the way it was where we used to change its colour every year (from lime green to beige to purple to blue to pink.)

then we would first survey the colours in the booklet and my dad would go out and buy paint and then he would paint our rooms. i even tried painting once =D

this reminds me, i want to change the cover of my table too. its filled with too many inspiration sayings, i think it would look better with my scribbling. k, i'm gonna tell my mom that idea.

after all, my table had always been so messy and i would alway end up tearing or cutting any sticker (the huge kind) or cutting away the plastic wrapper. haha i could never live with those type of stuff man..i'm just way too restless and then i'll start finding stuff to do on my table.

i seem to realise i can never keep my table + the area around it clean. but whatever, the mes doesnt bother me a single bit i just need some space to dump my book and my foolscap pad.

whee :)

2008-06-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! AN UPDATE! :D

this is my bro wearing my sister's hat while she was cleaning up the room (on sunday) and he looks gay... geez haha.

ytd, after at/ after the airport.
my youngest brother looked so smart yesterday haha.

Also, i met my cousin's cousin, which is equals to my second cousin. i think. the two girls are so adorable! they refused to let me take their pictures (except for like 20 seconds) but instead they went chasing my 9 year old cousin around the foodcourt yesterday..2 girls literally chasing after a guy. damn, he's one lucky dude isn't he.

she has nice eyes! but this picture doesnt do justice to her, bleh, blame it on the photographer. yes, me luh me :(

this was the 20 seconds interval when they stopped chasing my cousing around and decided to take a break....before continuing on.

update on BOB the class plant

wow, never thought that i would be in charge of the class plant. Little Bob is growing up to be giant Bob! He's reallllly growing and fast and his new leaves are sprouting, i think he might have around 5 or more new leaves and you can see that they are new cos they look really waxy. haha okay everyone has to thank my mom for Bob cos i have zero idea about taking care of plants...

this is pure concrete evidence that Bob is a healthy plant! *cheers*

The NPCC LMSC at CCHMS was such a different experience from that one in Tkgs. For one, they did not really emphasize on groupwork in the first day unlike the one in tkgs. i think the information from the tkgs leadership course was definitely better but the Npcc one wasn't so bad either. as usual, i was the only Tkgian in my group (sigh sigh) but i already expected it and i was prepared for it. hooray =D

both my tkgs leadership course group and this course group were the noisiest and the most 'imba' (my group's fav word ._.) one. but in this group there was more inside jokes like Jennifer the cold monster and more stuff. haha im so glad i met so many people and made so many new friends [and sella, it was a nice experience wasn't it (haha)] even though my head was killing me 24/7. yes, i'm being ordered to record the activities of my brain down and when it hurts. (which is practically 24/7, just different levels of pain)

hmm i dont want to go into details about the course and yada yada yada so here's the main points.

someone has the same phone as ayeshah ;D
i love my group
my group was the noisiest! but i still love em
someone didnt have any opinions of her own (HAHA!)
i'm a dominating leader }:D
actually, i had 10 points for Dominance and 9 points for Influential.
the food was like. ugh, but we had fun cleaing the tables up =D
i loved the games they prepared (and my group was making SO much noise hahah
i got really really high during the course, so if there's anyone from the course reading this, you dont know me ;O
they made fun of my sheep! :((

its a long story about the sheep but here's what happened:
this girl was drawing and then i drew a sheep and someone (i forgot who) wrote this:

'meh meh chi cao.
cao chi meh meh.
cao you du meh meh si diao!'

yesss..i was practically reading it out to everyone around me, haha how dare they!!! my sheeps are immortal and they WONT EVER DIE!!

=DDD

LONG LIVE NATE AND HIS CLANS!! hahahahah. k ignore me please, my stomach is hurting like _ and i am STILL high.

haha i owe farah a quiz, so here it goes,
apparantly it about love and stuff, gee so ironic. :

QUIZ. from Farah Abdul Malik (i am SO gonna get you after your softball camp!)

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
immediate break-up and never speak to him and be bitch if he tries to make up for it. HAH!

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
uh uh uh i would be really greedy for this question, so lets just avoid it alright :)
but really i want to produce my own art and hold my own exhibition or have my own gallery. yey!

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
the guy proposes at the beach, WITH the sunset right behind and then we will have a really nice wedding, just that i havent actually thought about the wedding yet. hmm :\

#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy more camera lenses and as many cameras as i want, give the rest to family and the rest to Sichuan XD

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
i will need to have chemistry and good communication and trust with him. (hahha so cliche answer!)

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both cannnn? but i think the latter.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
not long? depends on who..but i get bored really easily.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
kill his lover, and then we both fly off to a remote island =D

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES, stupid meds + stupid head, how's that.

#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
headache (or maybe migraine, i wasnt paying attention to my head cos its always hurting) TOGETHER with a really pain stomachache(!!!)

#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
meh. i dont know. my mood differ.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
with a degree! hahah or or..shoots i dont know either.

#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
myself (duh.) and family and friends and relative..what a boring quiz.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
farah abdul malik: haha she worries too much about everything and is so paranoid! you need to relax girl! but she's really kiddy. haha :)

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich, so that i can spend money and there's no husband to blame me on the expensive bills when they come =D

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
try to get out of bed..and if i dont my mom will pester me but i'll beg for another 5 more mins or so =D

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
maybe, depends on who.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i would draw lots? hahah i guess i'll just wait.

#19. What type of friends do you like?
friendly friends who care and are fun to hang out with and fun to bitch with. wheehoo, plus plus, must be super trustworthy.

The 8 7 (cos its my fav number!) people who will be tagged are; (cause you have blogs)
1. AYESHAH
2. DRU DRU DRU
3. JELENE!
4. ELSA
5. EBE (haa i dont care. must do okay.)
6. FUHUI (fuhu...you must do! yay )
7. XINYUN (cause you gave me a quiz too!)
(+ AZIDA! since its supposed to be 8..heeeheee)

OKAY SINCE I AM SOOO KIND, i will make anyone else do. hahah, i was so reluctant to do the quiz because i think quizzes are dumb : but ohwells, lets not disappoint farah. haha :)

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ANOTHER QUIZ, argghhh
(XINYUN WATCH OUT ARH YOU, haha actually i already got my revenge cos i put your unglam face up. hahahha)

1. Do you wish to get married?
yes, i think so but i wouldnt mind staying un-married either..i think. (its just less fun)

2 .What do you want the most now ?
sleep!

3 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
myself ? i dont really....enjoy confiding in other people about certain stuff. haaaa.

4 . Do you think you have enough confidence ?
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

5 . If you have a dream to come true , what would it be ?
god..this qn is the same as the prev quiz one so just scroll up again.

6 . Are you satisfied with yourself ?
kind of, but there's still room for improvement (kk dont start abt studies esp chem..)

7 . What are you afraid to lose the most ?
ummmm, has to be Lucas! (<333)

8 . Do you believe in eternity love ?
when i experience it i'll let you know.

9 . Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
cant remember but i dont think so.

10 . What do you like bout yourself ?
a lot of things? it would take a whole long list. haha but i like the fact that i sew weird stuff.

11 . What are the requirements that you wish from the other half ?
trust commitment etc. etc. *yawn*

12 . What feeling do you hate the most ?
PMS! UGH NUMBER ONE ON MY LIST!

13 . Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
no. i threw one away years ago. but yes to every existing and new friendship =)

14 . Do you treasure your family ?
DUUUUUUUUH.

15.What is your favourite colour ?
GREY!

16 . Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
people who are supposed to be there like my family and friends?

17 . What do you regret most in your life now ?
a lot of things but i dont want to rethink and remind myself of them again.

18 . What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye ?
someone fun! and weird, and quirky!

19 . What are you currently doing now?
enduring the stupid stomach pain plus head pain and doing the quiz plus im waiting to finish so i can sleep! (FINALLY!)

20 . What do you love doing the most ?
sleeping, sewing, taking pic tures. i like to peel stuff.

ENDDDD, i'm so happy today! haha

2008-06-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

Rule 1:
Always Listen to Your Mommy.
(that is, when she asks you to stop kicking the ball around.)

HA! my brothers finally got it yesterday.

oh joy~~ :D

i am feeling SO evil but they really deserved it.
they broke a (nother) photo frame (yet again, sighh) yesterday.
the best part, my dad was home so they got a reaalllly reaaallly bad scolding.
i wont want to emphasize on how bad it was.

:)

i told them so!

ah, after all the days of exasperating breath-wasting reminders and nags to ask them to shut up and to stop being annoying, they have stopped!

wheehoo, on another note, i was up till 12 plus this morning...
sewing!
yeah, i removed the star and sewed something on instead.
the star was too BO-ring for my liking.
as usual, i got creeped out and wrote a note asking my mom to wake me up at 5.30, because i was so excited to finish up my sewing but...ended up waking up at 9 instead because i was too lazy and the moment i woke up i rushed to complete my sewing.

what else?

oh yes, the youngest brother is off to camp so finally!
PEACE FOR THREE DAYS!! :D
so awesome

2008-05-28T07:13:00.001-07:00

Random thoughts:

I dislike spending nights alone with no one to accompany me especially when i feel like staying up just to read my book.

I couldn't sleep for the past 3 nights, somehow. My eyes shut close but there's always this temptation of opening them again just to look at the bedroom in the dark and scan at the silhouette of the cupboards and everything that is in the bedroom. I have to admit, it fascinates me and yet scares me at the same time. (that explains the whole situation going on about the open-and-close-eyes thingy.)

I feel so guilty when its the school holidays because my days are so unproductive and it makes me feel as though the days are short and there seems to be only such little time in one day. I have to stop being distracted (thats tough.) and get back to working on my math and science. Speaking of Math, I cant seem to find the tests on Heymath...

Sometimes there are moments when I just feel like stoning and lying in bed all day long thinking and playing back happy thoughts. That would be fun, but no, its such bad self-indulgence.

But on the other hand..sometimes i DO find myself doing nothing at all except for thinking about some random moments.

I want to roll about in mud (but i'll have to make sure that is pig free! and free of pig shit first!) and then roll about in the grass and be a little kid again. whee, that would be fun.

ps: I am quitting my deviantart...just doesnt seem worth it anymore, but obviously I'm not quitting the website its just too addictive!!

2008-05-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

2ND DAY OF WORK ATTACHMENT:

me and cheang ming were in charge of the German European school toady and we took group 4-6 at first.
brought the kids to draw and then to the singapore history living gallery where they were showing some old scary malay show. eeks.
and the kids were so cute!
they were either trying to cover their faces with their clipboards or hiding behind the seats. hahaha!
then we went to watch some show at level 1 where you could go to mars on a tow truck and after that this very chinese show about this boy sneaking into the cinema.

lunch after that and leah wouldnt let margaret leave her.. o___O
hahaha.so in the end we all accompanied margaret and watched em lunch and then we let the kids take pictures and play with our cameras.

off to the mozart exhibit and the kids really had fun dressing up and doing make up. woohoo.
had to leave em towards the end as there was a change of plans, so me and cm had to take another group.

lunch for superbly funny because me and cm were hearing other people bitch..which was very fun because they totally rock at bitching. haha and they were complaining
a lot so it was pretty interesting ^.^

said bye bye to some of the kids from the german european school and then we took our next group.

toured around the living galleries and then sent them off to storytelling and we were done!

got a lift from cheang ming's dad (thanks again :D)

i am definitely gonna miss the place..but come to think of it, i'm glad its only 2 days work atttachment..imagine the amount of pictures my cam would be loaded with if it was 2 weeks! :O

went home and found bro's deliciouly baked cupcakes!they're apricot and VERY healthy..in fact, they're nicer than the ones that my mom baked even though its the same
recipe..weird.

and fatihah said i needed to see the doc for my muscle ache so that the doc can massage my muscle because she and ranice thinks it might be..some muscle congestion..i think thats what its called.
NO WONDER I STILL HAVE MUSCLE ACHE AFTER LIKE 4 DAYS! T.T
sooo troublesome...zz

PICTURES!! :)

NATIONAL MUSEUM:

some chandelier (sp?) at the mozart exhibit.

these silver tubes thingy emitts strong wind. whoosh!

the wedding gown at the fashion gallery.

red cloth, so sexy hahha

singapore history gallery

its so cool they had heart-shaped locks in the olden days, reminds me of obsessive lovers :O

head accesories

the old kickapoo bottle! i love kickapoo! :D

the food gallery, looks more like a scientific lab to me o.O

they had painted jars in the food gallery..some nice designs

the photography gallery

museum inside

huge puzzle games for the kids :D

snakes and ladders

red swinging chandeliers(sp?) swinging in different motions for 2 hours, and then they have 1 hour of rest and they'll start swinging again.

this art sculpture never fails to mesmerize me each time i look at this, there seems to be some kind of hidden meaning to it. hmm

hehehhe i asked cm to pose, we were given compimentary passes to the living galleries just in case the kindergarten teacher's one couldn't work or something, and we conveniently used it :D

-drools-

the black screen in the middle is actually an LCD screen and you can take your picture on level 2 and then it'll appear on the screen. very cool :D
yesterday, some couple had their wedding and the LCD screen showed them. haha
the guy told us that they never had to press the reset button except for one time because some inappropriate signs were shown..LOL

the seminar room where they have nice coffee! :D
damn, really gonna miss that place :(

CUTE KIDS:

MAX:

during lunch, haha i was asking him why he wasnt eating his carrots and he instinctively shielded his lunch box from my view. turns out he saved the carrots for last. haha

in the mozart exhibit where they dressed up

this pose is so adorable!

hahah the above is a fake pose i couldnt capture him in time...so in the end i asked him to pose for me again. lol 8D

JORDAN

she wasn't in my group initially but i spotted her when the groups were switching. haha

i told her she has really nice eyes. her eyelashes are so VOOM THICK.

when she kept caught me taking her picture a few times she gave me that -sigh..not again- look. HAHHA :X

LEAH

she wouldnt leave margaret alone and she loves playing with the camera. haha

margaret the child stalker and leah

MY FAVOURITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

somehow it looks better on my camera screen than on here, oh well.

ALYSSA

she snuggled up on fatihah's lap during the show and asked me to follow her around the mozart exhibit. hahaa, and she wouldn't let go of my hand for a while. luckily the costumes distracted her =DD

well, those are the main few, now for the real picture post! haha :))

alien 1.

alien 2.

my bushy hair and his friend, they were looking at mr bushy hair's drawing and discussing it..in a way.

TIGGER SUIT!! B-D

urgh..this photo's supposed to be NICE, but its blur :(((

soniya..i think she looks a bit like avril lavinge...

curly wurly haired kids i met on the way! haha

oh another big kid just popped up out of nowhere :O

LUNCH:

haha i asked him to pose sideview..he looks really german though

this kid was trying to collect as many smiley stickers as possible..and he ended up putting em in his lunchbox! LOL

see the smiley sticker its when a kid's temperature is below 37.5 degrees and then they'll give that kid a smiley sticker! :)

MOZART EXHIBIT:

the kids really enjoyed themselves especially at the dressing up station. alyssa initially refused to put on make up but i told her i would leave group 5 (her group) if she didnt and in the end she agreed and i said okay then i wont leave and she gave me a hug HAHHA, fine, more like she hugged my waist. lol

but in the end i still got away ;D

BLUE EYES :O

i heard there was this kid with really green eyes but i didnt notice/ find him. boo :(

some random kid, but she's really pretty.

papparazi shot lol

i find that the picture above looks like an actual photograph o.O

the next group:

hello kitty bottle! :D

she still has make up on from the mozart exhibit..hhaha

:OOO

i guess it is kinda something that i've always wanted, trying to work with kids and dealing with their trantrums and taking picures of kids and the cute stuff that the do and how they always seem to be enjoying themselves, not having a single worry in the world :)

I really really really enjoyed myself. i SO would go again! :D :D :D

note: todays picture was kinda okay cept that i used loads of flash and i think some of the good pictures sucked because there was no flash, :( so i didnt put em up. haha

ps: realised if i wanted to post pics up blogger i cant upoad them onto shutterfly at the same time so i close shutterfly. might be switching to flickr..since a lot of people are using flickr and it MIGHT be good, i duno, i'll see.

2008-05-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

damn..i still have muscle ache after 3 days :(a
nd its getting worse each day! OHNO
anw, work attachment today was awesome, really!
the cute kids made my day and work was over so fast!
german european school coming tmr!
woohoo ;D

took so many pics but the lighting in the programme rooms sucks, seriously and flash wouldnt look good so in the end i had to deal with blurru picture :(
but i took some pics outside too and those definitely look better :)

national museum ! :D

when you walk into the main entrance, thats the first thing that you'll see.

fatihah kept on saying he has a small ass..gee.

ahh i'm so pissed at myself cos the above portrait didnt turn out clear! its blur!!
urgh..but its still a nice portrait i love the girl's dress!

HAHAHHA HOT PINK LEGGINGS!

fatihah the kid stalker.

haha this kid has got very chinese labour make-up on!

jesse mcartney potential :D

the carriage in the mozart gallery.

LOVE this girl's hair! :D

the light looks really nice here! :))

haha this boy drew all over his face! and magaret went chasing him all around..tsk3

hehe this little boy tilted his head when his mom asked to pose for the camera! so cute!

lollipop chairs in the mozart gallery.

this boy kept on wanting to play with my camera! :O dangerous!!

heheh so japanese kawaii like pose.

while waiting for lunch, me and fatihah went out to stalk more kids and we went out and we went near the restaurant and we met 2 really adorable kids! :D
they kept on wanting to pose for the camera and wanted to see the pics that i took of them.

hehe she wanted to try out different poses and she was trying to wink here ;)

his mom asked him to pose and he scrunched up his face!

vampire like. hahah eh dru dru.

MORE vampire-ish like.

fatihah acting dumb o.O

anyway, i had 2 cups of coffee! the coffee was so nice! :D
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so after work attachment, went to sab's house and oolala
it was so nice!
took many many pics and made her do
stupid poses haha.
and then we decided to head over to eastpoint and i wanted to go to eastpoint too..only to see how many people would stare at me.haha because i was wearing a lot of quirky stuff and i
was looking pretty weird.
hehe okay so in the end i didnt manage to see people stare but sab told me a lot of them were staring at me.
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! :D
and sab loves my hair..lol, its so bungy.
saw this pri schmate older than me and sab thinks he's cute. eww..(even though i used to think he WAS quite hot..)

ps: i had this lesbian dream ..a few days ago. disturbing!!

pps: everyone better enjoy the pics cos i took so damn long to put em up, boohoo, i shall lower the quality down to S size tmr. too many pics to resize. the rest will be up soon on my shutterfly :)
i'll let you guys know the link soon when its complete :)

2008-05-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

this 6 days is gonna suck because sis is away in NTU doing some school stuff :(
boohoohoo
no one to tell to about my exciting (or not) days and no one to stay up late with me.

i feel so homesick for her already!
and its only been a few hours.

in the end, she decided to leave the laptop at home with me for a trade off.
the trade:
her laptop, for my sneakers, my jacket and my snow white pillow..wait plus my hard drive (because she couldn't find hers)

good deal?
i think so, anyway there's gonna be a lot of stuff i need to do online.
shucks..that means no one to help me with online tests and homework.
nooo :((

on the other hand, the laptop is a huge distraction...making me feel so unproductive each time i use it. sigh.

damn, see i am already missing her loads boohoo, nvm i shall figure something special to do for her to cheer me up :)

anw, she put me in charge of mom's bday which is gonna be next sat.. 31st and then my bro's bday is on the 1st..and i havent gotten any of em anything! OH NO! :

2008-05-24T14:55:00.000-07:00

my brother's saturday afternoon:

things to do:
1. play psp
2. play ball at home
3. get invited by mom and aunt to go out
4. wear shoes
5. wear shoes while playing ball
6. comb hair
7. get irritated at sister for taking my pictures(!!!)

he's still playing the psp btw zz T.T

and now he's wearing his shoes

trying to play ball while wearing his shoe

my fav! (above)

he got irritated when i kept on asking him to turn this way when he was playing ball with my other brother and he finally went to show his ass to the camera.
vulgar much, sorry guys
(you can see he only has 1 shoe on)

tsk, so vain hahah he was putting on gel

he got cheeky again and showed his behind to the camera when him and my mom were finally leaving.

meet my 10 year old brother who can't stop playing the psp, who plays with the ball every single day, who can't keep still while i'm trying to take his pictures, who insists that he does not want his pictures to be taken even though i'm pretty much sure he doesn't mind deep down inside :)
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2008-05-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

the last day of school wasnt exactly great because some people just had to ruin my day.
jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.

morning started off well, i finally got my model! yey but i am so not gonna put her pics up even though they're awesome, sorry guys. confidential stuffffs. haaaa.

then after recess i was so so so angry, annoyed even and WHERE IS JUSTICE!?!?!?!?
>:(
grrr. i finished my 1 whole bottle of water at a go and i proceeded on to refill at the watercooler and sorry elsa chan :( and i splashed my face with water and more water and i sat ouside class and drank some more water and i felt so horrible. and i needed to let it out violently and so i went to punch and now my knucles are bruised..just after 1 punch. boohoohoo :(
the world is seriously so unfair and the reason why you get jealous at other people is because the world is unfair. okay no, seriously, some people are just so lucky. waaaaay lucky, so lucky they dont even deserve it in the first place.

and sometimes i'm glad my religion doesnt allow drinking because it seems to me that i would be the type in indulge in booze or something when i feel down and such. hmm.

oh ps: i kinda stopped writing in my anger management book already. i was lazy ._.

after school was hillariously funny with me, ain and dru making fun of someone's new girlfriend. LOL LOL LOL and it was kinda nice to talk to them and laugh like one heck of a mentally crazy person. i was so close to hpyerventilating HAHHA.
ehhhh guys dont naughty naughty okay! 8D

Parent teacher meeting went on horribly disappointing my L1R5 is so horrible :(
gotta buck up next term.
we went to see mdm amizah first and then she suggested we see miss ho cos my dad kept on asking about chem and bla bla bla.

(from what i remember)
mdm amizah:
khaleedah is a very serious girl in class. very focused. needs to practice more compre.

miss ho:
i find that she (khaleedah) is very unfocused in class.

HAHAH i just find it hillarious that both FMs said the word focus and they contradicted each other.

i guess what miss ho said was true, i dont really put in effort in chem.
YES I HAVE NO INTEREST IN THE DAMN SUBJECT HOWS THAT.

miss ho just....surprised me. i mean, she doesnt say anything when i always keep on falling asleep in class but she brought that up just now hahha, and she said that she notices me wandering somewhere else after a while and that i have short attention span.
VERY TRUE, i told her i tried to study at home but in fact, everything just plain distracts me to the very point where i start cutting paper up for not particular reason....wait, im bored.

my dad told mdm amizah the loooong tale of how i wasnt doing well in chem because i was rejected into a physics class and so on :
my dad also told miss ho that if a person does have passion in something (in my case chemistry), she wont do well in it.
yes, very true.

i remember feeling so dejected when i falied geog in sec2 even though i studied so hard for it and i started to hate geog a little because i kept on failing whatever CAs there were for geog and in the end i hated geog to the core. then no matter how hard i studied, i kept on failing geog....and yes, i never passed geog at all in sec2. (cept ONCE for the online CA one because it was so freaking easy! giveaway marks literally!)

after such a horrible traumatising experience with that 9 letter subject i swore to myself that i wouldnt wouldnt wouldnt ever take geog. so i'm still kinda glad i got into 3/1. cos there's geog in the physics class eeeek! :(
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i took this online quiz kinda thing and its quite exact.
finally, some charateristics to describe how i am:

EXTREMELY ADORABLE.
aww cmon dont make me judge for myself. *blush blush blush*

INTELLIGENT.
maybe, but so far, my results suck, if you mean how to survive with betrayers and such, then i can say, intelligent indeed B-D

LOVES TO JOKE.
yupp i joke..with people i'm comfortable with :)

ENERGETIC.
yuppp can be VERY energetic...or just lifeless.

PREDICT FUTURE.
in a way..kind of. but its more of hunches and feelings.

GREAT KISSER.
hahahhah wait, i cant possibly know if this is true or not!

ALWAYS GET WHAT THEY WANT.
yup, even if it means turning violent. MUAHAHHA >:D

ATTRACTIVE.
naww i dont really think so. maybe its just confidence.

EASY GOING.
VERY but i can make your life plain hell. muahhaha >:D

LOVES THOSE WHO LOVE THEM.
yup, and hates those who hate them.

TALKATIVE.
yessss, which sometimes makes me appear rude but im only talkative around people i can joke with and such, VERY TALKATIVE in fact.

ROMANTIC.
uhhhhhhhh uhhh ask my boyfriend (when i ever get one twahah)

BRAVE AND FEARLESS.
brave i duno, but fearless, true true. i kinda always thought of jumping down from the classroom block. seems like fun :D

LOVES TO TAKE THINGS AT THE CENTRE.
being frank people. haha yes this one is true too...

INNER AND PHYSICAL BEAUTY.
MAYBE :O

LIES BUT DOESNT PRETEND.
wow..i've always been wanting to tell people that i dont lie but in fact i do and i cant tell them that i dont lie because i do.
ah, whatever, just know that this one stands too. haha

VERY PASSIONATE AND DANGEROUS.
passionate about my hobbies, very much so! :D
dangerous-i am violent now everyone watch out >:D

WILD AT TIMES.
only when i get high, its quite a rare sight y'know.

PLAYFUL, BUT SECRETIVE.
sometimes i'm aware when i'm being too vulnerable to other people but i can still play! :D

VERY EMOTIONAL AND TEMPERAMENTAL SOMTIMES.
very, one minute i can jumping all around and the next you can see me getting upset.
my mood swings are the worst so far.
i used to think that it was very normal to change moods quickly but realised how..kinda not normal that was in sec2. hmmmmmmmmm :\

CAN HOLD THEIR OWN.
i dont understand this one...what does it mean?
but i think its something like can compete with people of the same abilites..
wait..i still dont get it someone explain to me please :)

STANDS OUT IN A CROWD.
or rather, i MAKE myself stand out. hahha sometimes not on purpose though.

ESSENTIALLY VERY SMART.
same as the second one :]
(maybe, but so far, my results suck, if you mean how to survive with betrayers and such, then i can say, intelligent indeed B-D)

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okay i'm ending it here.
bob the class plant is in my care i feel so overly responsible for it.

DON'T WORRY BOB YOU'RE GONNA BE SAFE I'M GOING TO TAKE EXTRA GOOD CARE FOR YOOOOOU! *MUACKS*

(even if i dont, my mom will..teehee.)

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edit/
i forgot to mention what happened after ptm.

hahhaa.so anyway went back to the polyclinic cos the meds werent working and when i told the doc the meds werent working she told me:

"can't be possible, you're on very strong meds you know."

and she made it sound as though it was MY fault that the meds weren't working. hello, i was insturcted to go back there if the meds weren't working after 2 weeks.grr the doctor. btw, it was a different doc, no wonder.

so she set me for an appointment to CGH on the 28th. 28th is also chem extra lessons in school and i was so happy i had an excuse but my dad says he wants to change the date and when i asked why he said cos i have extra chem lesson. zz, i hope there are no other available dates.either that or i'm gonna tell him i'm gonna be very busy during the june sch hols bla blaaaa.k, that works =D

2008-05-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

What do you do when you're bored and there's still 15 mins left before tuition?

You cut your hair.

Yupp, thats what i did on Sunday, well a little.

(I realised that i've been cutting my hair a lot. Usually, i get my hair cut once in every 4 months, maybe. haha i know, baaaad for your hair.)

So on monday, i snipped more of it off and went to school on Tuesday with a new haircut...

" YOU LOOK LIKE A -USED-TO-BE-JESSE MCARTNEY!!!!" -Natasha Sadiq.

yeah, thanks A LOT nart.
and she went on to ruffle my hair. tsk :

i mean, did you see his video 'leavin'?
(OMG SO SICK BLEH.)
i liked his old hairstyle though..very cute boy-boy kind of hair :)
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today we got windows for my balcony! it used to be only the grills but now the old rusty grills are taken out and the new windows rock! :)
(i like it anyway.)
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2008-05-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FIFTEENTH AYESHAH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

here's to all the fun bitching (fine i bitch, you listen), campcraft sessions, malay lesssons and thanks for baking such yummy (but fattening !!) stuff! i really hope you get a tv soon! cos i think your comp bill is damn high already and enjoy your 15 years and counting of life.

ps: i made the picture purple on purpose! :))

pps: i am still quite pissed at you. teeheee.

ppps: i am very unpredictable. oh well.

brother, youngest.

just to clarify, no, he did not model for me he was busy playing his psp and being sooo engrossed in it that he didnt mind me taking his pic :D

yes, i know how overly rated eye pictures can get, but heck. i was just trying it out :D

okay for the real update:

i am sad because the sec4s farewell just has to be postponed. we initially planned it to be on the last day of school but seems that they have revision and some other stuff going on :(

my parents are letting me quit e math tuition and my mom is gonna find a new place for me.

dont get me wrong, the new teacher's nice and all..but he just can't teach.

its that simple.

work starts next week, i am excited! :))

okay, seems like i have not much to talk about. haha.

so on friday, i was...hyper.

i dont know why i always get hyper during cca.

but but at one point of time i had this really horrible headache it was so intense.

i dont really think the meds are working y'know.

back to the docs again :(

but cca was really fun on fri!

(mind over body, i think that has become my dad's favourite saying and its really true)

i watched taboo on thurs and the woman bodybuilders are really....disturbing.

its like they are tranforming into men without actually going through the knife.

their voice changes too and apprently (MOST DISTURBING!!) they have to get breast implants because they excercise so much, they their boobs get lost in the process and they have less than 3% body fat! (as you know, boobs are made out of fats, so excercise = lose fats = lose boobs)

vincent ng has less than 10% body fat.

aaaaand, their new chest looks really fake. i dont get the whole point of bodybuilding :\

being toned is just nice :))

this is random but guess what i found while clearing my study table up!

thisssss!

hahaha its my p6 choice of school slip!

(so nerdy LOL 8D )

2008-05-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

KRISTEN ONG XIN RU!!
(did i get that right?)
k this is so totally freaky. teehee ;DDDDD
(ps: wish me luck ayes ^.^)
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skipped 40mins of tuition to go see my bro's soccer finals.
they lost, 2 nil. oh well, the match was still very fun to watch ^^

k my bro looks so tiny beside his opponent. wait, he IS tiny.

and look at his socks! they're so long you cant see his knees ._.

hot cutie on the right, nice hair, nice name (sam the striker hahaha. he's realllly good!)

ALERTT!!
YOUNG EYECANDY!!! (NOT FOR MARRIED OR ATTACHED PEOPLE. TEEHEEEHEE!)

god, this guy reminds me of the guy from trade! love his hair!

wheee one whole entire row xD

note: the one with long floppy hair.

note: the one facing me
(fine la not THAT cute but still quite cute. )

girlpowahhh!

i love this dude's hair, its so curly wurly and nice :D

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okay i'll stop here. heh.

2008-05-11T04:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MUMMY DAY!! :]

my sister gave this picture while i gave my mom this colourful book of drawings and she started smiling to herself as she was reading it. ooh

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i was in a quite hyper mood when i got home today and before i went into the toilet, i slapped the newspaper article my mom had pasted and...
me: Ibu, you can take this down already, its not as if im gonna have pre marital sex!!
mom: (sarcasm) LET'S HOPE.
me: IBU!!! OBVIOUSLY I AM NOTTTTT!!
and with that, i went to bathe.

2008-05-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

i think i need to go back to something that will take my mind off stuff. i so badly want to sew but cant seem to find time. furthermore, i've not some up with a new idea in mind. or maybe i'll just sew bunnies. i can never seem to get bored of them =D

something which will definitely cheer me up would be sewing and taking pictures.
my dad says i can leave tuition early tmr (OMGYAYYYYYY) to attend my youngest brother's football match and take pictures.....of my brother of course.

i am now at home alone and the air feels depressing, somehow. i hate reading about deaths and such but ugh..

mothers day tmr and i didnt get my mom anything. oh well, it will most probably just be a card =)
and heck, i want a family portrait too tmr.

on thursday, when i got home i saw this spongebob notebook (kinda clipboard notebook) and it was placed on my table. my mom bought it for me and i was touched. the book was just bought at a bazar and didnt have anything special about it, other than the fact that it was from my mom. i love the notebook.

i would love to pretend everything's okay but its not and i wouldnt want to live in denial.
i am prepared for the worst.....i guess.

2008-05-09T08:59:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to the russian guy!

(okay see he looks very cute here)

(yeah, most of you should know who im talking about)

you are one of my fav fav fav fav and a very fabulous artist and i dont really care if you're some trans or homo or gay or lesbian i still enjoy your works all the same be it plushies, photos or your nude art and i love love love every single one of your pictures.

he/she (fine..this is for people who still dont know, including me)

is the biggest inspiration to me and the main reason why i started making plushies

(the other reason was that i love sewing, haha)

anw, i prefer to use he.

so, he is such an amazing guy, he planned this really awesome event in his hometown where they had a parade and they blew bubbles all over while parading and more than 500people came to support him and it was such a successful event :)

someday i shall fly off to Riga, Russia and join dreamflash. (COOLEST SHIT ON EARTH!!!!!)
then i can blow all the bubbles in the entire world.

ps: yes, i am SUCH a stalker.

2008-05-08T02:18:00.000-07:00

45 minutes, a lot of duct tape and this:
http://www.wikihow.com/Make-a-Duct-Tape-Wallet

hey, i was bored :)
and i've always wanted to try that out.

2008-05-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

i hate bugs, i really do.

i hate ants even more.

we got the ant's nest the other day, i told my dad we had to dump cement in to seal it off cause it was a hole. he said there wasnt a need to.

and now, they're back.

>:(

2008-05-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

haven't been updating for quite some time, so here it goes.
no pictures this time, just some rants >:

i have this huge huge huge horrible headache and i hate headaches i knew it would be coming in the morning and its been hogging me all day long urgh. it recently got very bad like, when i got home i have no idea whats wrong. stupid headache, i am determined never to take panadol again. it wouldn't work anyway, and i would most prolly OD if i took panadol everytime i have a headache. its hurting like crap and i think it might possibly be a migraine, i hate migraines even more, i think its a migrainebecause the right side is hurting like crap crap crap and the left side is quite clear, just a very faint headache. but the weird part is each time i get a migraine the left side would hurt i dont know why its the right side this time. and im pissed because i cant finish something very important on the computer and it was due half a month ago. dangit. and i cannot use the computer because it screwed up on me again. ughhh. god, all the computers that i've had always screws up in the end, like what the is wrong with all these computers. i dont feel like interacting and talking and definitely not talking to any of my family members. stupid period. it just makes my head hurt more and i hate tonight because my mom is cooking fish and im so hungry but i hate those nasty slimy creatures they're gross and i dont really like beef or chicken either, makes me sick. and the headache is still there and i bet even if i do nap, it wont go away. i think i need to sleep for days before it finally goes away. prison break is in 3 hours and my excitement for it has gone down thanks to my headache. i just ignored my dad cos he asked me to throw some rubbish but i was still in my bathing robe and couldn't he just throw it himself. oh god. the idea of my grandma possibly coming over next week again makes me sick. the idea of having to memorise 20 fucking lines(!!!!!!) for my religious class exam makes me even more sick. the idea that it is THIS sunday and i've only gotten 10 lines makes me even sicker. i hate memorising in arab its so damn hard and the teacher says that if you get to memorise 30 you'll get the bonus marks. i want the bonus marks but i dont want to memorise. my memory sucks. i cannot sit still, i hate hate religious class. its very not productive. i hate e math tuition too it sucks. its boring and i almost had a breakdown. i dont understand it at all and i hate the hw the teacher give i dont ever get it done. i wanna go back to being a kid and i just want this annoying headache to go away, please.

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end, sorry.

ps: im want dinner but i dont want fish. how? :(

pps: i havent started revising for religious class exam, i havent looked at the exam schedule and i don't want to study.
~~everyone always ends up cheaeting, anyway.~~

2008-04-30T07:31:00.001-07:00

what i really wanna do is to design and sew and sew and design more plushies forever.

on the other hand,

i am so excited!
i'll be going to MAAD this sat.
www.maadsunday.blogspot.com
whoopie, its been months since i've actually been there.
reminder to self:
ASK THEM BACK FOR MY CASH/PLUSHIES.
more specific: ask CHUNS back for it! (haha i totally forgot her real name...hmmms)

2008-04-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

i've always imagined how life would be like in monochrome.
i think the sunset and sunrise would be really ugly.

got bored, sis says she likes the chain pics so i decided to put em up :)

i need to start linking up people that i know and take more pictures ~~and stalk more little kids so that i can get more pictures~~ ^.^
its gonna be so busy this week and i still have to redo the whole of my cadet's handbook cos my comp got rebooted and everything is gone!! :(
including my thousand over pictures. dangit.

this friday i am going tot he national museum with my other econs classmates yeayyy!! :D
for briefing on our work attachment cos we're gonna work there for FOUR DAYS from 24-27 may! :)
i just pray pray that they allow photography if not erugh, im gonna be SO crushed.
my sister said should be they allow just no flash, but im still nervous nervous.

oh my dad brought up that topic abt working at my aunt's workplace but me and my sis agreed the job's unsuitable.
you sit in front of the computer, for HOURS, photoshopping.
i said i didnt want it because
1. my photoshopping skills still need improvement
2. my eyesight will detoriate like crap
3. i cannot sit still
4. i would rather take up a more exciting job
so yeap, there went my last year's job. twahhaha.

oh yesss.

PRISON BREAK SEASON THREE IS GONNA BE ON CHANNEL 5 ON MONDAY, 5 MAY 2008 AT 10PM!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 8-DDDDDDD
THIS IS SO EXCITING I WAS SQUEALING IN MY SEAT WHEN I SAW THE AD AND OOHLALA I CANNOT WAIT WHY CANT MONDAY COME FASTERRR!!!!!!!
AND SERIOUSLY, PRISON BREAK IS THE BEST SHOW EVER I CAN WATCH IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
and even though i've watch some of season three online i am gonna watch it again.
well initially i thought it would only come out in singapore in like, say, august or september cos we all know how SLOW singapore is.

BUT ITS NEXT WEEK!! AHHHH!! B-D

2008-04-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

no really, i couldn't help it,
she's so cute! 8-D

ASHLEY PART 2:
enjoy : )

2008-04-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

parkway with sella and robyn before going back to school.
i saw the ma'ams! haha :)
and they were being sarcastic and asking why i didnt greet them.
so i rolled my eyes, gave this really rebellious look and greeted them in public.
well, they were joking and i just decided to play along teehee B-)
video ezy and rented movies..under sella's sisters so yeah, took advantadge of the situation and got M18 movies. HAHAHA.

and the cashier asked for our principal.
initially i got nervous cos first thought was
"oh no..what if she reports to the principal?"
but she just asked if we knew Mrs Diana Lee, which i did and she went 'best teacher ever.'
i couldn't have agreed more :)

then some nyaa briefing in school and apparently the 10 people representing the school have to wear the blazers ._.
plus a tie.

after the briefing on how to answer interview qns and bla bla i rushed to sella's house and there was this huge group of people and i saw someone whose names rhymes with 'mint'
haha okay i feel creative B-)

watched the 25th anniversary of the omen and its not scary at all
but some parts were just..gory.

-

I FEEL LIKE A PAEDOPHILE. >:D
ALL KIDS ESP IF YOU HAVE BLOND OR BROWN HAIR WATCH OUT FOR ME.
I AM GONNA GET YOU.
MUAHAHHA.

ASHLEY
at parkway.
she has really nice blue eyes and nice hair and she moves around a lot.
well i didnt realise they had this 'no photogrphy' sign out there. oops :\

i acci used flash, but you can see how blue her eyes look like here:

and this other random kiddo:

_

watched Trade last night with sis
OMGGGG THE LEAD DUDE IS SOOO HOT,
he's the only eyecandy in the show..so sad.
anw he plays a really nice 17 year old brother to a 13 year old sister
AHHH SEE IF ONLY I COULD HAVE AN OLDER NICER HOT BROTHER.
hahha

okay, you can stop drooling now B-D

2008-04-24T04:55:00.000-07:00

oh that was in the morning, it was so pretty because it looked like night time.
and you can even see the moon! :O

almost all of the exams are over.
econs is on tues, but there's still time to study.
haa..
i fell asleep on the bed with my sister next to me and she always leaves the charger on the bed which was on my side at that time.
i woke up with a very 'scalded' ankle.
HMMMM :
well i forgot to add in, the charger is freaking hot.
okay, done.
so what i suspected actually happened was that i fell asleep like a log (as usual), and didnt realise how hot the charger was because i was too busy warming my feet up with it.
hey, its a rainy day and a cold one.
so tadah..and then when i woke up i hit my knee against this metal structure.
doh.

studied econs for a while today and i finally understand internal and external economies of scale and the LRAC!! YAY :D
then unforunately, i had dear lucas with me and i just couldn't resist the temptation..
the school pictures are really boring.
anyway, then i went OUT of school : )

overdued pictures:
study date with sella and jia ying the other day and they tried on my gay glasses.
teeheee : )

what do you get when you try to act all gangster-ish and cute at the same time?

THIS:

2008-04-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

CROWS

i feel mean today.
D:<

2008-04-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Tears are not useless. Tears are like buckets of rain. They wash away pain inside you, they try to cleanse what your eyes see, try to cleanse your soul but like everything, crying does stop after awhile.
The pain in your heart will take time to heal. There'll always be that emptiness in your heart, the way first loves (or seconds) leave an indelible dent in your heart. Oh how ironic it is for the heart to miss something the moment it is absent from your life.
Take your time for tears to run dry, for your heart to beat regularly again, for your mind to clear itself and take time for your love to figure itself out. I wish you whatever my heart can offer you Forever isn't a word, it's a feeling you get when time passes by oh-so-slowly.

beautifully written.

2008-04-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today was crazy, I had stomachache and headache.
Went to the toilet for the first time during ss and then second time during e math cos I couldn’t take it anymore.
And my 2week ++ headache (yeah I finally decided to count cos I was too bored) got so horrible today that i..
Finally succumbed to the temptation of taking panadol.
One panadol extra didn’t work and I had to finally take 2 for the pain to subside a little. Even 2 panadol extra couldn’t tackle my headache. Just look at how horrible it is ):
Sella thinks I should go see a doctor. Done that already, he wasn’t really helpful.

Anyway, after school today I had a long long talk with Ayeshah, dru, sella, siti ain.
THANK YOU YOU GUYS!! <3
Thanks for respecting my decision and ain, whee, now im on the lookout ;DD
4 months of learning journey, I think I definitely have become a better person.

Talked with them in 31 and ahahha I had this crazy idea.
See..im super impulsive but heck, it was an awesome idea :D
Impulse buy at some shop at the interchange with ain :D

2008-04-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

sports day 2008.

WHOLE LOT OF PICTURES(link)

i'm so sorry i couldn't upload all of the pictures to blogger cos there were over 100 pictures.
i've uploaded them to shutterfly instead click above for the link.
thank you :)
and have fun browsing!

bonded with the class and lucas bonded with them too!
helped out at the starters line.
saw around 10 dslrs. WOW.
ps: Lucas and Baby aren't gay! =)

tkgs owns bedok stadium w00t!

tsk 3.this is sella..she's horrible! playing solitare on her iPod!

tsk3..now we see people sleeping. wait..i slept too..for 1/2 an hour :D

danica. wow she looks super white

robyn, where's the pic of you and me! :)

robyn, chow, miranda, pris

heehee okay i didnt take this picture..but deepika looks so nerdy in it! i couldnt resist putting it up.

the adventures of RED1 and RED2, superheroes on the go!

they're flying!

k and flying again

am i the only one who thinks that pris' braces are SO COOL!!!!
i had to persuade pris to let me take a pic of her braces!!!
they're RAINBOW!!!!!!!!
kay, seriously, HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!??!

GUESSSSSS WHAT! i bought this awesome prop for photos.
RAINBOW SUNGLASSES!
ahh they're so rad i swear. hahaha (:
i fell in love with them at first sight!

during the 7mins photoshoot with my sis:
(i was still in my bathrobe, mind you.)

speech day today. i love my uniform : )
carpark duty was okay, i was thinking of some conversation topics to talk to the visitors.
after speech day was the best!
mr seah had this evaluation talk with us
he's such a great teacher, really.

SEE PEOPLE I DID NOT BS ON THE PAPER HE GAVE USSSS.
I AM PSYCHIC. =D
the talking session was good, i learnt many things which i AM going to apply. esp to the juniors.
muahaha. watch out every single one of you.

out with sella, ain, dru, nadhrah.
GOD NADHRAH YOU ARE SICK. MWAHHAA.
we had this little talking session at the shop opp.

K WAIT EVERYONEEE VIDEO WORLD IS BACK!!!!!!!!
I THINK. OPP THE ROAD. TAKING OVER LA POINT.
WHICH ROCKS COS I DO NOT LIKE LA POINT.
:D

back, the session was mostly about me and we were just discussing about me.
why do i sound so self-centered..
ANYWAY...went to mp library, borrowed books, studied there while i blasted my music.
the prefect clique came too but persis wasnt there ):
damn.
went to break at parkway for late lunch and went to topshop where sella bought a skirt.
i'm such a fine presuader :]
teehee.
sella's freaking crazy, she bought 10 BOXES OF RICOLA ELDERFLOWERS.
at one go.

i (LOVE) rainbow sunglasses!

2008-04-03T04:39:00.000-07:00

I dislike today because:
1) I keep on falling asleep in class for 5 out of the 6 study periods we had.
surprisingly didn't sleep during econs! :O hugeee improvement!

2) it rained SO heavily today and i got drenched. my reflections log is wet, but everything else is dry :D

I LOVE TODAY because:
1) I got promoted to corporal! 8DDD (like finally!)

2) I finally got my sheeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MEET NATE:

Nate's one hell of a fatass sheep but i still love him anyway.
I think he would really make a great pillow to sleep on in class if it wasnt for the fact that he makes weird noises everytime i press on his stomach.

HMM :\

love pictures.

2008-03-31T06:24:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel as though i'm such a coward.
i don't dare to say the 3 words to my mom. i know, i know, its not hard.
i just..can't get it out. like they say, evreything starts from young.
i dont ever recall myself saying 'i love you' to my mom.
i still love her though.
stay strong, your kids will be there for you <3
i don't know how to offer help and i suck at comforting. period.
i've decided to listen to my mom more, its the least i could do anyway (:

honestly, i'm not sure whats gonna happen, but i can only wait.

I LOVE YOU TOOO!!
HAPPY 4 years old.
(to ayeshah, dru, ain, sella: hah okay im putting it in a more indirect way please dont say anything teehee)
thank you for everything you've done and stay happy.
and i hate you for knowing me TOO well (damn you for that one grrr...)
but yeah, thank for for cheering me up and knowing all the right things to say.
(L)(})

today i gave victitude the CD and many of them cried.
i feel so touched :)
after all, its not everyday i get to do things for people.

2008-03-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

what i really plan to do right now (11.42PM)

1.drain all my energy out

2. feel sleepy

3. feel tired

4. feel depressed

5. not sleep

6. feel as though i havent slept for a million years.

7. stay online forever so that i wont be able to sleep

i don't really want to feel anything right now. i want to stone. and stone forever.

2008-03-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

i need sleep. and the clouds these few days have been really nice :]

Parade today was really fun, I felt so free and un-strict. Haha.
And best part, I got to bring Lucas to tour around the school!

Parkway after cca, thanks sella for the nice treat! :) and well we talked for ½ hr outside macs.yepp we are crazy.
Then took 31 home, which kinda took very long to come so I was telling the rest that I should stand near the pavement so that the 31 bus driver would see some hot TKGian (ME DUHHH) and drive faster to the parkway stop!
Teheee. And in the bus the woman beside me was preparing to get off 3 stops before and I actually talked to her and stuff. Haha I felt very random.

This is what happens when you hang out with crazy people.
I still love them anyway (L)

Sella’s no 1 attempt at trying to act all alien-ish..FAIL LAHH FAILLLL!!!

Wow. Now she really looks like one. Without even trying! =D
see her eyes are freakishly alien-ish. hahaha.

AL-bimbo!

Okay..these crazy people were trying to act like animals. Woahhh.

uhh wait..let me guess! cat on the most left, rabbit in the middle and pig at the right! :D

Sexy wannabees. Tsk tsk tsk. Wait..this is the basic of pole dancing. Hawhaw.

end of day wheee..

on the bad side, competitions FINALLY tmr, i hope.

the weather forecasts says that its gonna rain again.

oh wait..its already 12:02. that means competition in 8hrs!

great, i need sleep! seeya!

2008-03-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

i love my new place really.
its dreamy and when im bored i can look out of the window and daydream,
or i can have fun looking at the reflections of trees on the window panes.
wheeee =D

2008-03-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

its a bird, its a plane, its...
SUPER SELLA

'super sella' for sella's belated.
well the superman thingy was really my sister's idea.
i just intially wanted to put an 's' on the doll and then my sister suggested the superman 's'
so now its called super sella!

haha i couldn't get a good shot of the doll as you can see i'm holding the doll with one hand and i took the pic at around 11 at night so when i placed the doll against something the shadows really spoiled everything.

well the funny part was that sella couldn't stop laughing when she saw it and i laughed along.
teehee. okay thats all. ta-ta. shall update soon again :)

2008-03-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

i really miss times like these.

2008-03-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

its currently 2AM, 22MARCH 2008.
im talking to farah online.

so yes anyway today was some kinda day for me. on the way to boon lay for chem groupwork this guy and his family was in the train. they looked china-ish, so i guessed they were but thats not the whole point well the point was that the guy was carrying this huge canon with a looks-very-heavy lens and i still got all jealous inside and he didn't put on the lens cover well and then it was so freaking nice and i kept staring at it for like 5 train stops and i could tell that he knew i was checking his camera out but what the heck, i still continued staring. the reason why i knew he knew was because he kept on fiddling with his canon and then looking in my direction like as though he was protecting his canon but it wasnt as if i was gonna steal it or anything harr. anw his family bought loads of IT-ish stuff and they got down at jurong and i was still staring at his camera when he walked out it was so pretty i swear. but i dont know what model it was exactly but it was still nice and i STILL got jealous. booooooooooooo

end of story, on the plus side, i got to hold kristen's baby for 30seconds! haha :b

on the minus side, i've been seing lots of nice stuff but i havent been taking a lot of pictures. hee

2008-03-21T09:53:00.000-07:00

its 1 am, im trying to finish up english, my computer is giving me problems and i have a competition in less than 24 hours time.

AWESOME.

2008-03-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

Well finally I got my rant out and to robyn if you were reading that: haha don’t worry that is totally not meant for you :) its means for this really one particular person or should I say some particular person. Anw don’t worry k we’ll survive chem. I pray :D

to my beloved beloved people who heard me rant and who offered to help me out, thank you! :))

on the bright side, i loved school today!

and on the gloomy side, i woke up today and my first though was..SHOOT GROUPWORK AhH ECONS AHH CHEM AHH WE HAVENT FINISHED IT.

:(

2008-03-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

RANT ALERT!!!

Honestly speaking, I feel so tired and drained and sleepy. How I wished that humans would be more responsible. I hate group work, I honestly do. It doesn’t help that some group members don’t give a flying fuck about the whole project. I’m so sick of them. Arghhh. Excuses these and excuses that. Hello, excuse me, who’s the one doing most of the work. Somehow I always find myself ending up doing most of the work. Because people just can’t be bothered can they? If they don’t give a shit then the whole group will suffer. They don’t even know what’s going on, that’s what disgusts me the most. No calling up, no meeting. Oh I’m busy and yada yada. You could at least offer to help. It’s not as if you’re the one with training EVERY SINGLE DAY until 6.30, damnit. And it’s not as though you guys are as tired as me. I bet you guys are like free on at least one of the days and AND I bet you guys have more time on your hands than I do, at least. I’m busy, you’re also busy, who the fuck is gonna do the group work then? Dude, it’s being called GROUP work for a reason. Ahh what pisses me off even more is coming to meetings empty handed and not ready. Then what’s the whole point of the meeting? There’s not much time left already and you guys are still wasting even more time. And I assigned duties, gave specific roles, but what? You guys DON’T DO WHAT YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO. Frankly, if it’s too hard, then tell me but I honestly think I give you guys a reasonable amount of work. Ha-ha. Another thing, I don’t see why I should be the one assigning roles and whatever shit when i'm not even a group leader in any of my groups. Apparently I don’t see why I’m slogging my guts out, juggling everything from cca to group work to homework, when you aren’t. Do you guys even have a conscience. ughh. I desperately need to catch up on bio and chem and econs but erugh; I don’t think I can now, with so much stuff to do. Thanks a lot for shrinking responsibility. I need to talk to someone so so desperately I need help for my group work :(((((

ps: i know i may sound too paranoid and stuff but thats the way i am and my standards of people aren't high. i just expect you to do the things i tell you then everything WOULD'VE BEEN FINE. but nooo. and i don't give THAT much work to you. i think im stupid enough to give myself more work than you.

THANKYOUVERYMUCH ENDOFRANT.

Pps: this whole chunk of rant wasn’t meant to target anyone. More like humans in general. Disgusting humans, rather. }:<

2008-03-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

My muscles are aching and so are my feet.
There’s this part of my lip that’s a little swollen.
I have many uncountable bruises and this HUGE one in my inner thigh, its blue! And the rest on my knees are half red and blue-ish.

But i'm glad I managed to survive through 2 consecutive camps, with 2 night walks in 2 nights, 5 hours of sleep in 2 days, getting homesick, getting my usual headaches, getting A LOT of bruises and a whole lot of physical stuff.

Camp was easier than I expected, which is why I suppose they're giving us day camp in June again, which will be tough hell.
Camp was also more fun and I was scared during the 2nd night walk.
The ma'ams must have thought I was really brave cos apparently they put me the last D:
I got really homesick during the first day.
It’s just really the insecurity of sleeping at a new place out in the open and missing my comfortable bed!

Camp started off really badly cos of the rain which didn’t suit the activities.
Our tents were soaked with rain water and my whole bag was literally covered in rain water.
So 8 hours into camp and guess what-all of my clothes are soaked, minus off undergarments.
Some weren't soaked that much but they were still damp.
I was so violent during the scissors paper stone game and your team must get over the other side first game which explained my first 5 bruises.
1 huge one on my left inner thigh with a small one beside it and 3 small ones on my right inner thigh.
I couldn't be bothered to change and then practiced group performance in the hall.
That was when I really got homesick )):

However, the campfire was well planned -yay!-
Campfire was fun right ain? Haha :)
We shall recruit more bimbos!
I got high during the campfire and during all the songs.
Somehow I preferred hall campfires to outdoor campfires.
Cos we don’t have to clean up that much!!! Haha!! :D
For once I found the games awesome, even when they were the usual ones.

Night walk was okay, I got a little nervous when going into 4/7 toilet and then some ma'am kept on slamming the door and I went to the wrong cubicle! Well obviously I became paranoid. Ahh
I was supposed to go to the one on the left but I went to the one on the right. Then I felt around and there were no paper on the toilet bowl seat.
And some other door in the toilet kept on banging. So I finally scurried to the left and hurriedly felt the toilet seat and whoopee there were pot its there already.

Night walk finished at 2.30am and they de-briefed us and finally after putting my clothes to dry I slept at 3 in the hall with everyone else.
After 2 hours of very peaceful sleep I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep. Sentry duty at 5.20 then.

The second day of camp was better than the first, I had to survive with my stinky shirt and we had orienteering.
I guessed all the places! They were pretty easy. I didn’t really enjoy soccer enrichment at first because the instructors didn’t really explain but we were also not enthu as well. Then groups played against groups and it got fun, until the part where someone tripped me and I kind of flew above ground for like a grand total of 2 seconds. Haha

The last part of day 2 was totally not fun at all. We got flour, bread mix, water, ketchup, toothpaste poured and smeared all over us by the seniors. The worst part was the ketchup of course! It stank!! They put ketchup on our faces and lips..Super ew.
cleaned up and then the sec1s and 2s were dismissed.

I remember searching for my lecture notebook and finding out that the entire notebook was flimsy and soaked.
dinner was this super spicy mee goreng. I realized how spicy it actually was after I finished it and the spiciness lingered in my mouth.

we had to change into our uniforms at night and we learnt new drills. night drills was making me anxious and nervous and all scared because when they made us turn I was facing trees and bushes and it was Thursday night! I tried to look somewhere else like the top part of the void deck the window area there haha.

we got our plain white t's and fabric markers and sat in the void deck, dreading the moment where our names would be called out for night walk. while waiting, we drew on the shirt and napped.

so finally it was my turn at around 1.56am. I had to start walking to the canteen and turn left and walk the way where there’s the security guard post. I swear it was scary shit and I was praying so so hard that I didn’t see anything because well, they told us a lot of true stories about the place near there, I was like reading my prayers our loud and brisk walking to the canteen. Luckily the canteen light's were on or it would've been much much scarier. Looked at the watch there and saw that it was 1:58am.

Brisk walked to the bookshop and I had to knock on the door thrice. I was so scared shitless lah I think I trembled a little. Brisk walked again to the np alley and wrote my name on the paper. By then it was around 2am. Followed the twine all the way through, went up the staff staircase on lvl2 to lvl 3 and basically I didn’t take the wrong path cos they branched out the twine at some points.

at the 4th lvl I went one whole round the classroom block and I was going to again because the twine went in one whole round then I saw farizah going down and I asked her to go up and show me as I was getting really paranoid. Haha but it was okay cos I found the way and then the interview began.

Slept at the void deck and it was freezing cold. Couldn’t really sleep well. Hanisah said I kept on moving. Oops sorry. Woke up at 6.40am and got changed.

NCO camp was indeed tough but expected. We had pt and then camp craft, which was horrible because I wanted to poop but nothing came out and it was causing a terrible stomachache. Pitched tent 1 out of 2 times and then I had headache T.T

Well we lunched and then we had to keep on changing into different types of uniforms and then it was lecture and a quiz.
Drills, rifle drills, packed up and then we were finally released!! Yayy :D

All the way throughout the whole NCO camp I was counting down the hours till freedom! Whoot whoot. Haha
Couldn’t have been happier when camp was over!

Bought bubble tea and nuts. Damn all the calories arghhh. But yea, it tasted soo good.
And because I kind of had constipation I plan that next year we shall have fruits for rations!! I don’t care!!
esp. esp. bananas and oranges and apples :D
And I’ll dump carrots in too. Cleaned ones of course.

So that basically marks the end of my camps. Yayy :)
Out with sharifah today to dunman sch carnival.
Kinda a little low profile-ish. Haha. And the sch is like so ulu you can only take 28 or 293 there :O
My pri sch friend didn’t recognize me, he was so slow we both were waving to him and he finally responded after 1 min.
Bought 5bucks worth of coupons and me and sherry went on missions (shan't elaborate further)! Hee hee :)
People watched and then decided to stalk some people.

Sis wanted to bring me out next Thurs but I have training!! :'(
Then Fri but my training's on sat so I need plenty of rest.
Well actually she just wanted to bring me out to Singapore River for some photo taking.
I just realized that I haven’t checked MAAD's web for e very long time!
Oh no I’ve been missing 3 months of events! Haha

To MARYAM:
Hello you :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
You know mar, if you weren't so sarcastic I think you just might be called cute.
HAHAHHA, anw enjoy okay :) :)

2008-03-15T02:14:00.000-07:00

i think that Jake's dead.
well lets see, he hasn't come out of his shell for 2 days!!
its all my bro's fault because he didnt take goot care of Jake while i was off at camp.
but hey, i got to see Jacob twice at school!!!
wohoo.

yes, Jacob is this snail. and i recognised him because his body is reallly loooong.

2008-03-11T22:36:00.000-07:00

its 2234hrs.

JAKE ALMOST TRIED TO ESCAPE! :O

but he couldn't. heee heee heee.
Jake is one really active snail. esp during the night. which might make me believe he's a little nocturnal-ish :)

2008-03-11T13:32:00.000-07:00

HJ was a cute little snail, most probably the cutest snail EVER!!!
i was sad when he didnt come out of his shell but its okay, he was still a little baby and still shy.
rest in peace HJ.

well today i went back to school.
just to take some stuff for camp (my ptkit and shoes) and guess what!
i found another snail!
:D
well i've much thinking i've decided to name him Jake!
you can call him Jakey too :)
i'll take a pic or two when he comes out of his shell.
even though he isn't as cut as HJ was, he's still a nice BIG snail.

2008-03-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

Hey there everyone, wow i really have to apologise for the lack of updates.
my comp just came back, more like my cpu but now everything's okay, cept that i dont have any microsfot word.
haha.

on the bright side, or rather gloomy side, the cc has been postponed, yet again.
so now its on the 22march.

life has been alright i guess, i still dont get why they make us sec3s do groupwork when we're so busy during the hols.
english groupwork's okay but chem..oh thats just retarded.

im gonna have camp from wed to fri so no updates till then!
ahh i bet im gonna have headache during camp ):

to dru: AUNTY QUEK LOLLLLLL 8DDD

2008-02-22T06:30:00.001-08:00

i have jst finished helping my brother find his pics for art, crop them out nicely and saved them in a folder.
and my bro is_.
sleeping.

CA week is over, finally.
this week has been such a long, draggy and dreaded week ):
i'm so so so glad its over.
i've been falling asleep in class every single lesson! (okay whats new haha)
but it didnt use to be every single lesson, ahh D:
i fell asleep more than 10 times trying to study chem and econs on mon night
and i fell asleep trying to study a math 5 times.
i have to start taking vitamins again because my mom says so.
i hate the vitamins, they're really huge to swallow and they always get stuck in the middle of my throat and it'll take a hell lot of water for it to budge.
its no use breaking it up or crushing it, that would just be horrible and gross.

AND
i can still feel the bruise on my head, been there since tues
well when i asked the doctor about my very frequent headaches and migrane he told me it was probably due to stress and long hours in the sun.
which maybe, is half true.
i never fail to get headaches during camps.
the only 2 camps i didnt get headaches for was ATC and OBS. (surprisingly)

my mom told me my dad's side was where i so called 'inherited the headaches&migrane genes' from.
my dad used to have really bad miragnes till he had blurred vision, while riding his bike.
pretty scary eh, although now my mom says it seldom happens.
my aunt (dads side) also gets really horrible miragnes till she has to cab home all the way to clementi (she works at paya lebar) and horrible migrane which makes her throw up.
ahhhh, scary much D:
i wonder if that will happen to me when im adult age.
now my bro's starting to show signs also. he got the headache season one or 2 months ago.
oh no.

2008-02-14T06:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VDAY!!
day started out with giving out presents and such AND i was late for my flagraising.
i wanted to go down already and then on no, the music started playing!
so i rushed all the way down. thanks ain =DD

ROBYN WAS MY VALENTINE!!!! :DDDD
whee so cool.i should've guessed it..your 3 months in america!!
AHH D: anyway thank you Robyn for the chocs :) yum yum! and candies too!

during recess i went around the sec3 level wearing 2 hot pink post it notes
the first one wrote "zing" in huge bold letters and the second one wrote "HELLO. i am your valentine."
haha i think i looked kinda nerdish with the rafi string around my neck but its fun to be nerdy :D:D
so when zing came back to class i called out her names 5 times at one go and i pointed to the post it notes.
her reaction was so funny. teehee.
hello valentine, if you're reading this :))

loads of gifts and stuffs from friends and i just found out another person in the school who's related to me!
its so awesome tracing back to your roots. my mom also told me there's another sec1 also in the same Arabic 'clan' as mine.
whee okay im gonna find out how she looks like someday :)